The Chosen.

If She Only Knew

Sleepy yawns echo through out the hotel room spreading between us like a virus, one after the other. No one wanted to move quite yet, we all lay in the stillness appreciating the calm before the storm of today. Bill runs his fingers through my long black hair and i look deeply into his beautiful brown eyes. I think about when he helped me off the ground the day that i met him. I can't help but to wonder what we would be like if things were normal, what if we could go on dates and be a couple. A part of me can't help but to wonder what if he is only into me because i'm one of the literal last people in existence.

"What are you thinking about?" he whispers softly into my ear, his accent is thicker today.

I nod my head "Nothing important."

"Mmm, i beg to differ." he wipes the eyeliner from under his eyes from the day previous

"What if we met in the real world?" i ask sucking my bottom lip into my mouth scared of what he might say

"We did. You fell for me so fast. Remember?" he raises his eye brow with the piercing as a grin encroaches my face. Kissing me on the cheek he throws the sheets back and stretches sitting on his knees. His shirt lifts slightly and i can see the star tattooed on his hip, his pale skin makes it seem brighter than it is. My heart starts to pound at the thought of being intimate with Bill. I want him to mentally and physically be mine.

The boys all got up and showered to go try to attain another car for us while Mia and I stayed back to shower. When i am around Mia i just feel so... i don't know how to describe it exactly... uncanny? I just feel something off around her, i want to like her i really do. I've started to come to the realization, i think i am jealous of her. Of how Tom touches her waist, how she curls up to him every night. I hate Tom but i can't help but to want him to touch me like that. Her words break me from my thoughts

"I hope you and Tom can start getting along."

"Mmm mhmm." i nod, if she only knew.