The Chosen.

You and Me, Forever

"Babbyyyy?" i call out pushing the door to our room open, expecting him to be on the bed waiting for me. But instead theres no Bill in sight. Hmm, i hum to myself while pushing the bathroom door open to darkness. Where the heck is he?

"Babe!?" I call to him walking down the hallway to see if he is maybe in one of the other's rooms. Checking each room we have keys to, i find each of them empty and untouched. Oh, he probably just went to get another beer. I glide my way down the long deserted hallways calling his name,

"BIIIIILLLL?" i put a little skip in my step expecting to find him around the corner, but the bar is empty. Darting my head around in confusion i try to think of where he could possibly be. My blood runs cold as i am met with a gurgling sound across the room just behind the bar. Trying to not let my mind get ahead of me, i go to investigate. Probably just a drain or a hose of some sort i tell myself reassuringly.

The bottoms of my shoes screech against the tile as i stop with a force, my hand flying over my mouth. Three drops of blood lie starkly against the white floor.

"Bill?" i murmur shakily, hoping for the best but expecting the worst

I round the corner as a blood curdling shriek escapes my mouth. Bill lies on his back, his hand around his throat. He gasps trying to bring air into his lungs but only to be met with thick warm blood. Blood drenches his clothes and the floors, spurting out with each and every fading heart beat. I run to him flinging myself to the ground, wrapping my hands around his neck in a desperate attempt to stop the bleeding.

"BABY!!" i scream trying to get him to focus on me, hoping the sight of me will be enough for him to hold on to life. His big brown irises meet mine and send a chill down my spine. I've never seen him look to terrified before, he knows whats coming.

"NO! NO! NO!" i panic trying to stop the blood from rapidly escaping the large gash in his neck. I rack my brain trying to think of anything and everything that could help him, but even in premed i know what he needs. A doctor. A hospital. Neither of those things available, i know he is going to die.

The tears fall quickly from my face dripping onto him, mixing with his blood. The loud gurgling from his mouth and neck starts to get weaker and weaker as my cry gets stronger. I push his hair back, as i hear the footsteps of the others thudding up behind me. I hear their shoes squeak against the polished floor and several gasps when they see us.

"Oh my god, BILL!" Tom screams for his other half lying lifeless on the floor. The pain in his voice is something i've never heard before, not even in my own voice.

"It's okay baby, i'm here. Don't be scared okay. I'm here. It's just you and me, forever okay baby. I love you so much Bill. I'm so in love with you. it's okay. it's okay." I whisper to him, pushing my lips against his hoping my love will be enough to save him. But we both know nothing could bring him back from this. He takes his last breaths against my blood smeared lips and i see the life leave his eyes. He's gone.

"NOOOOO!!!!" i scream picking up his empty body and bring it into my arms, trying to get him as close to my heart as possible. I scream into the silence hoping and praying this isn't happening. This isn't real, it can't be. Bill is my fucking forever, he's not allowed to be fucking dead.

"NOOOO! TAKE ME INSTEAD." I sob into him bargaining my life for his, hoping whatever did this to him will take me seriously.

"June." Mia cries behind me rubbing my back attempting to console me. My everything is gone, i will never be able to be consoled again.

It's been four hours since Bill left me, the pain is still unbearable. In life i refused to leave his side, in death nothing has changed. I curl up next to him on the blood smeared tile floor and twirl his long hair between my fingers, kissing his sweet face every so often. My voice went about an hour into screaming his name, my tears followed about an hour after that. Never in my life have i experienced a pain so deep and soul crushing. My heart has left me here all alone and i refuse to go on with out him. Right where my heart once lie in my chest there is an empty void that will never be filled again. I want to die, i want to do anything to be with him again even if it is for just one more moment. I hope this thing takes me too.