JAYKAY IMAGINES - jjk & you 💖

lost without you (💔)

CONCEPT:  You & JK have broken up and not knowing how to cope with his loss, he has been a mess without you ever since.

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It's been a month since you left Jungkook and you had heard from everyone that he wasn't taking it lightly.

He persistently left text messages and missed calls but you never answered. There was no need to. Although this time was different; as annoyed as you were, something in your gut feeling was telling you to answer it.

You accepted his facetime call and there he was: clearly in another state of mind.. it's like you couldn't recognize him. He didn't even look like himself..

"HEYYYYYY how's my babygirl??! I've missed you sooo much!!" He slurs; eyes bloodshot and drooping. "Woww... you still look as beautiful as ever.. more and more everyday.. You really know how to make me fall in love allllll over again"

You look into his surroundings. He was sitting outside in what seemed like a backyard. It didn't look like his apartment so the area was unfamiliar. You couldn't help but notice a bunch of empty beer bottles cluttered on the ground next to him..

"Jungkook... have you been drinking?"

"WHAAtttt NO?! I told you I've been sober......until you left anyway. BUT HAHAAH enough about me.. I wanna know how my beautiful angel baby has been doing!!"

"Jungkook please... what are you doing..? You need to stop."

"HUH? Stop what?? Baby I'm only getting started!!!" He raises another bottle in his hands, gesturing a 'cheers' up to the screen.

"Please stop drinking Jungkook. You know how bad it is for you."

He shrugs and scoffs, "If you care so much then come and see me Y/N. Save me from my misery."

You weren't sure what to say to him because of the fact that you felt really concerned for him. His behaviour and current state was scaring you.

"What's the matter? Cat got your tongue? Talk to me baby.. I've missed your angelic voice."

He attempts to get out of the camera frame to secretly bring something to his mouth. You watch him as he fails to hide and spot a joint in between his lips while he inhales then blows out the smoke.

"You're smoking now too?!" Frustrated, you run your hands through your hair. Sure you weren't together anymore and what he was doing shouldn't be your business but you obviously still cared about him. "Why are you doing all this to yourself? Please stop it!"

"A little mary-j, cigarettes and alcohol all at once won't kill me darling. It's just you. You're the one who killed me the moment you left me."

Your heart sank. It hurt you to hear this. It was like a cut to the chest. You didn't want to break up with him but it was only for the best. There was no way your relationship could continue when it was already falling apart.

"Where are you?" You asked, trying to ignore the invisible dagger he basically just stabbed you with.
You needed to know where he was. You needed to stop him and his impulsive habits. There was no way you were going to leave him alone after seeing him like that. You would not be able to live yourself if anything bad happened to him.

"Oooo finally she cares!!" He cheers sarcastically, "Finally you wanna come find me baby? Oh my goddddd i've been waiting so long for this moment!!!"

"Jungkook tell me where you are."

He refuses to take you seriously and just laughs then hangs up on you. You cuss to yourself, annoyed of the stubborn Jungkook you've always known.

You call him back a few times but he declines each one, only texting you back with a: 'My turn to play hard-to-get this time. Not so fun when it's you now is it?'