Our destiny

Make me warm

We return to my house after the market. There is a new way of comfort that I feel around her now. I feel how cold her hand is and that she is shivering. As we go into my house, I immediately light up the fireplace. Ellie sits on the couch in front of the fireplace and looks at me with puppy eyes. I just smile and sit with her. Without sharing words, she cuddles into my arms.

"You are so perfect." She mumbles. I tightly wrap my arms around her and kiss the crown of her hair. She lets out a satisfied mumble and nestles her head into my chest.

"Are you warm?" I ask her since the room is slowly warming up.

"Mhm but maybe you can help me get a bit more warm." She tilts her head back and looks at me. I don't know what she is talking about. Is she referring to sex? Ellie moves her hand under my shirt and touches my abs. Her hands are freezing so I flinch a bit as her hand touches my skin.

"Uhh your hand is cold."

"Then help me to get warm." She lifts her head up. I let my eyes flick between her eyes and her lips. Ellie lets out a giggle and then kisses me fiercely. I enjoy these kisses. I don't know where this is going but at the moment I don't care. I just want to enjoy these kisses. Her hand is still inside my shirt and she slowly moves her fingers along my abs. I think I get goosebumps everywhere just from this touch.

"Seems like I'm not the only one to have a pretty intense abs workout." She mumbles into the kiss. I have to smile at that.

"I go to the gym like three times a week and do all these abs workouts. It isn't even necessary for me to do it but I still kind of enjoy it. I do sit ups and pull ups sometimes-" I start to tell her. I don't know why. Probably because I am nervous. Ellie laughs while I talk and then kisses me to stop me from talking.

"Shh, Le. Stop talking. I can't kiss you when you are talking so much." She whispers with a smile. She called me Le. It sounded so damn sweet. I love how quickly she got a nickname for me.

"Sorry." I quickly say. I lay one of my hands on her back while she moves up even more. The kisses are pretty hungry. I feel her tongue at my lips. My heart is racing. I want this so bad. I open my mouth and her tongue finds its way inside my mouth. Our tongues tangle up and I taste her. I get turned on by that. Is it too early? Ellie climbs on my lap and is now sitting on my lap with my hand at her hips. Our kisses are so sexy right now. Ellies hands are inside my hair and she makes some sweet noises.

"Le?" She pulls back just a bit.

"Hmm?"

"I want you to make love to me. If you want it as well." She says while looking into my eyes. I find it sweet that she says it like that. It sounds perfect.

"I was waiting to make love to you for a pretty long time." I just say. She pecks my lips again.

"Before we do this. What do you like? How do you like to have sex? Do you use toys?" She asks. I like how she asks me that. It shows that she is interested in me and really wants us both to enjoy this.

"I like touches at my entire body and kisses. Kiss me behind my ear, that's my sweet spot. Or my collarbone. I like it slow but a bit more harsh." I tell her. Her hands are still moving through my hair.

"Okay. And toys? Do you have any or like to use them?"

"Do you?" I ask since it sounds like she is asking that because she likes it.

"Yes but it's fine if you don't."

"No, I like toys. I have a few." I pause and look at her face. "Is it stupid to say that I would want to have sex without toys at first? I want to feel you and not a toy. I want to please you with my own body and not just put a toy inside you."