The Beginning (Raulson FanFic)[slowly editing]

Chapter 2: Happy New Year

A/N: For the feels to be real in this chapter you can search for these songs.

-Upside Down by 6 Cyclemind

-Stars by Callalily

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[Present] (Play the first song here//it's above :))

Lily took a deep breath; she looked at Sarah and saw the brunette smiling at her, the same smile that melts her heart, the same smile that makes her heart dance, it was always Sarah. It was always Sarah who gives her butterflies in her stomach, who makes her weak whenever she pretends to be tough. It was always her, she was her kryptonite.

This idiot. Lily thought to herself What am I supposed to do? Am I going to run away? Am I going to listen to her? am i?----

"Lily" Sarah spoke softly as she walks inside the storage room. For the first time in almost two years, with nothing. No messages, No calls, No hellos. Lily's alluring ocean blue-eyes met Sarah's chocolate-brown eyes.

I thought I was over her, I thought I already moved on, but seeing her standing in front of me, makes me feel every inch of the happiness, the pleasure, the sadness, the pain, everything. I can't breathe... Someone... please... help me...

Sarah walks closer to Lily; she took her hand and pulls her for an embrace. Lily felt paralyzed, she wanted to be mad at her but she couldn't, she missed this, she needed this, she needs her. But just when she realized she was being too 'vulnerable' she pulls out from Sarah's embrace and pushed her causing Sarah to step back.

"What do you think you're doing!?" She tried to sound tough, but she miserably fails as tears cascade down from her face.

"I'm taking back what's mine" Sarah responded with a smile on her face

"Oh my god. I can't believe you! After leaving me you're just going to go back and 'TAKE' what's yours? Am I just a thing? That you can 'misplace' and take back from a lost and found area? Huh SARAH?"

"I never left you!!!" Sarah yelled back "You were the one who abandoned me when I needed you the most!!! You never CAME! I waited for you! I FUCKING WAITED FOR YOU!"

Lily's eyes widened, she was confused. What do you mean Sarah? She thought to herself, she hated it, she hated it when Sarah yelled like that, she trained her eyes on the door, Sarah quickly noticed it and as she was about to ran away, Sarah grabbed her wrist tightly like tomorrow's going to end.

"Two years ago, I let you walk out at me... I let you shut the door; I let you be with that guy, but now? That's not going to happen." Sarah said, Lily looked at her and after hearing those words, she calmed down. Sarah released Lily from her tight grasp, and hugged her tightly, this time Lily surrendered, she cried hard on Sarah's shoulders.

"I'm sorry I left, I did that because I love you, I... want to give you everything. I want to make you happy..-"

"How am I supposed to be happy during the time you weren't there for me? How am I supposed to be happy if you left me without saying anything?" Lily said, as Sarah gently pulls out of the embrace. She cupped Lily's face and stared into those deep-blue ocean eyes. "I never left you without saying anything, you were the one who stood me up, I bought tickets for us that day, so that we can finally be together; but you never came"

Lily's confused, what's happening?? She never left me a message or anything... she tried to recall the day when Sarah left, and then it hit her...

It was him... it was Hamish.

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