The Beginning (Raulson FanFic)[slowly editing]

Chapter 46: The Scientist

A/N: Hello, Sorry if I just updated this right now, I should've updated this last friday but yeah, I got 3 straight exams this week and my cousin went here! So yeah Pretty busy.

Anyway, as usual the chapter's title is named after the song of coldplay called the scientist.

Happy Reading Lovelies!

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June 13, 2014

Camera flashes blinded her as she poses at the opening night of Much Ado about Nothing at the red carpet in the Park's Delacorte Theatre.

"Keep it cool, smile and pretend that you're madly in love." She thought to herself as she smiles sweetly at the cameras while clinging to Hamish's arm.

Hamish looked down at her and smiled, their faces were close, just like other on-screen couples in TV and magazines.

After a few minutes posing for pictures and answering interviews they went inside the theatre along with some fellow actors. Lily immediately pulled her arm away from Hamish and gave him an awkward smile.

"Lil," he whispered softly. "It's been a month ever since we started doing 'this'. Why did you take the offer? I thought you'd never do this? Does Sarah know about this? What did she say?"

Pissed, the blonde glared at him for bombarding her with such questions, neither her family nor her best friend, Mamie knew what's up with the two of them. Most of the time, when they ask where Sarah is, she would tell them that she's busy and Sarah couldn't meet her because of her crazy schedules.

She didn't answer his questions and instead she squeezed her way through the crowd to get to the backstage, to her dressing room.

As she slammed the door shut, tears started to fall down from her eyes. It's been almost 5 months ever since they've broke up but, everytime she wakes up, everything still feels like it just had happened yesterday. She misses waking up snuggled against Sarah's warm chest, she misses the way Sarah would wrap her arms around her to pull her closer and drown her in the sweet luscious taste of her tender kisses, she misses the way Sarah looked at her as if she's the only woman in the world, she misses her laugh and the way Sarah makes her laugh, she misses her beautiful face, her alluring-chocolate brown eyes, her sweet, plump and inviting lips, and her megawatt smile. Sarah's everything to her and she felt so dumb acting the way she was 5 months and 4 days ago. She kept on blaming herself about it; she kept on telling herself that she shouldn't have said all of those to Sarah... she kept on telling herself that if none of those had happen that night, they're probably still together.

She plopped onto her chair and leaned her back against it. She took her phone out and started scrolling through her news feeds in instagram and tweeter.

She would constantly stalk Sarah in social media sites. The only thing that she noticed is that she would always retweet a quote from 'good reads' about letting go, patience and fate.

"Just because I let you go, doesn't mean I wanted to."

Upon reading the last tweet that Sarah posted, she sighed and tried calling her number again, but to her disappointment, no one answered it again and it went into the older woman's voice mail. For the past five months, she had been calling her everyday but she would always end up having the same results. She would often leave the message like 'How are you?' 'When will I see you again?' 'Sarah, I miss you.' 'Why are you not taking your calls?' 'Hey, when you're ready to see me again, call me.' 'I want to talk to you in person.' Everyday, Lily would wait for Sarah to return her calls, but nothing came, not even a single text message.