The Beginning (Raulson FanFic)[slowly editing]

Chapter 3: Choose ME!

A/N: Get your tissues ready if you're so emo! :)

Okay the playlist for this chapters are:

I dont deserve you and cut by PLUMB! Let's rock on! Happy reading lovelies! :*

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[Present]

"Tell me Sarah, why did you left?" Lily asked sternly looking at her ex-lover's eyes.

"I'm sorry I left, I did everything for you! I swear Lily!" Sarah sighed and closed her eyes as she started to rip her heart off in front of Lily.

"The day we got into that big Fight where you walked out on me? I got a call... I got a call that my parents got involved in an accident while they were in Denmark! And Lily, I tried calling you but you Never answered your phone, I tried texting you back but you never replied. I told you that I was, So sorry about what happened that night, and that I wanted to start a new life with you, away from all of the craziness here in America, but..."

"Wait... y..you... replied?" Everything that Sarah said made her knees weak that she had to lean her back against the wall for support; she looked at Sarah and saw the sincerity in her deep brown eyes.

"I fucking did, and I haven't come back for two years because I worked hard in Denmark Lil, I told myself I'll that I am not just a woman who's meant to be JUST an actress, I wanted to prove myself to you, I took in charge of my Parent's business there I was successful and I told myself 'I can finally show Lily that I am more than just an actress' but while I was there, I realized that why am I still doing all of this if you don't belong to me anymore? Why do I have to push myself so hard if you already have 'HIM' as your official boyfriend while I was gone? That's when I realized that... I have to go back... but when I got back---"

"I... I was already engaged." Lily muttered, as tears started to fall from her eyes.

"That's when I realized, I was too late, I lost you, I lost myself, I lost everything. But Lily Rabe, I... Still love you! and I can't let you go this time! I'll take this chance to get you! I have a week Lily! A fucking week to pull this off! Please." Sarah begged as Lily closed her eyes for a while, she felt hate, she felt loved, she felt like she's wanted, she felt betrayed, she felt different emotions battling inside of her. She felt confused, she felt lost, she doesn't know what to believe in anymore.

"Sarah" Lily said with a sarcastic smile, tears still cascading down from her face.

"Do you think you can convince me out from this marriage!? Sar, you can't. We lost our chance the moment you left my heart broken while you chased your dreams, I'm going to start a new chapter in my life... I... love... hi----" Sarah clenched her fists as she cuts off what Lily was about to say

"BULLSHIT! If you love him you won't go here and talk to me! STOP LYING to yourself Lily!" Sarah shouted as Lily looked at her with her mouth shut.

"Lily Rabe!?! Remember when I was in a relationship with Cherry? When I opened up to you after our break up? you told me that I was just in love because I needed COMPANY and that because I was ALONE, you told me that I am in love because while I was this little wanna be actress she gave me her ATTENTION, You told me that I was in love because SHE WAS THERE FOR ME, When I was too lonely to see the difference between being in love and wanting someone who's just there as my company... Fuck Lily! Those words came out from you! YOU'RE NOT IN LOVE WITH HIM! and I'm here to make THINGS Clear to you! THAT BEING IN LOVE AND THE WANT OF ATTENTION AND CARE IS NEVER THE SAME"