The Beginning (Raulson FanFic)[slowly editing]

Chapter 15: With Love

A/N: Whew. It took me a lot of time updating this one. Well, I was really busy today. I just saved a cat that was on our roof, it was raining (because there's a storm here) and I pitied the poor guy so, *Spiderman moves*, I climbed the roof :3

I hope you love this chapter!

And Chapter's song is With Love by Christina Grimme. Check the lyrics out and read the story and you'll know why :) (Readers be like : Just be a DJ, author!) <-- hehe Joke :)

Happy Reading Lovelies :)

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"Sarah... I'm... sorry."

"Sorry for what, Lily?" Sarah asked taking Lily's hand squeezing it lightly as her free hand cupped her face so that she could look into her blue eyes. "What are you sorry for?"

"Sorry because, Daniella is right," Lily snivelled as she pulled her hand away from Sarah's. "I'm dragging you down right now, I'm stopping you to reach your dreams, Sarah please, Take the role."

"Damn it, Lily! I told you I'll never leave you, why'd you have to be so stubborn! It's okay! I'd rather lose the opportunity to play that role instead of losing the opportunity to be by your side in the times you need me the most."

"Sarah!" Lily yelled as she clenches her fist. "Just take the fucking role! I don't want you to stop aiming high because of me! I don't want you to sacrifice your big fucking dreams because of me! I don't want to wake up one day that you're blaming me for all the opportunity that you've missed because you chose me!"

"Lily, I'm not going to bl---"

"Stop it, Sarah!"

"Seriously are we fighting because of this!? God, Lily you're so childish!"

"This is not about me Sarah Catherine Paulson! This is about you! Are you seriously sacrificing your dreams just for me, Sarah? Am I this huge boulder who's stopping you to reach all of those beautiful dreams of yours?! Damn it! Sarah if I'm going to be the one who's stopping you from doing what you should do... then you better stay away from me."

Sarah's eyes widened, she felt like her heart is being stabbed by little needles endlessly, she's shaking while watching the love of her life breaking down in front of her. Sarah took her hand but she quickly swats her hand away.

"Lily, why is it that I feel like...you're breaking up with me? Lil... hey... look at m----"

"No, Sarah," Lily shook her head while looking at the sheets. "I need some space, just go."

"Lily," Sarah sighed. "Baby."

"JUST GO! SARAH! JUST SHUT UP AND GO!"

"Lil... why?" Sarah asked as tears started to fall from her eyes.

"I need some space... this relationship is choking me." Lily lied, she loves their relationship, she's happy but she's willing to do everything for Sarah, she wants her to be happy, to take this opportunity, to make her dreams come true.

"Don't say that! What did I ever do to make you feel like that? All I did was to love you!"

"And that's exactly my point! You loved me so much that you're not looking up for yourself! Sarah, you're so frustrating. Just leave..." Lily said coldly, trying to look tough while staring directly into Sarah's eyes.

"I'm frustrating?" Sarah sighed as she got up from the bed. "Fine!! If you want space then I'll fucking give it to you and fine I'll fucking go to NOLA and take that, freakin' ROLE!" Sarah took her bag and walked out from her apartment, leaving the blonde in tears and both of their hearts, shattered.