The Beginning (Raulson FanFic)[slowly editing]

Chapter 44: Echo

A/N: Hello, guys! Surprise! Another update! Yours truly! :)

The Name of the song is ECHO by Jason Walker!

This is chapter is dedicated to mah Iceybaby~ Because we 'Emote' with this song while being curled up in a ball and sucking our thumbs, crying. HAHA . ILY. You know who ya are. :***

Anyway, Happy Reading Loveliees.

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'Fuck,' Sarah cursed under her breath, she got outside of the theatre and watched the cab drove away.

"Sarah, wait!" Elizabeth called out behind her. She grabbed Sarah's arm and turned her around to face her. "I'm so sorry, I didn't—"

"Are you out of your freakin' mind?" Sarah blurted out, pulling her hand from the model's grasp. "Can you stay and listen to me for five minutes."

"I need to go after her!" Sarah said, the brunette walked towards the parking lot with Elizabeth still following her. In the corner of her eyes, Sarah could see the flashblubs of dozen of cameras in the distance, she knew the Paparazzi's out there again, doing their usual thing. But right now, she cared less about the gossips and the rumours that they might spread as they took a picture of 'her rumoured girlfriend exactly 3 years and 9 months ago with her.'

She took her car keys out from her purse and pushed the 'open door button', the car made a sound signalling that it's already opened. She immediately gets in the car and revved her engine up. But to her surprise, the model gets inside the passenger's seat without her permission.

"Out!" she snapped but the model already settled herself in the seat and fastened the seatbelt across her lap.

"I really need to talk to you, Sarah," she insisted, leaving Sarah no choice but to drive the car off to Lily's apartment with the model.

"Fine," Sarah grunted.

On their way to Lily's apartment, the model finally spoke of what she wanted to talk about to Sarah.

"Do you know that it hurts to love you, Sarah?" The model spoke as her sobs broke the stillness in the atmosphere. "The real reason as to why I left is because at that time, I thought I was your rebound, and people say shit things about me telling me that I do not deserve you because I am just a 'model' at that time, it's funny how I believed in them... of course I did, I was just starting my career back then, when I secretly dated you and when we got caught together by the paparazzi's I was scared as hell, because I was thinking that it would affect my career, that I might not have projects because of that and I was so bothered about what the people were saying about me, they're telling me that I was the slut who ruined everything between you and Cherry, and yeah they've also questioned why you replaced Cherry with a lowly unknown Model from Italy."

'I want to be on the same spotlight as you so that I could finally tell myself that I DESERVE you!'

Upon hearing the words that came out from the model's lips, she remembered the reason as to why Lily was so insecure about herself. 'I...'

"That's why, I left you. I left you and America to pursue my career in Scotland. I told myself that I'd come back one day when I am successful, so that people could finally tell me that we belong together," And with that, Sarah wanted to say the best words to get her out of her misery. She wanted to comfort her, to be there for her... just like what this young aspiring woman did to her years ago, during her worst times. However, she just stared straight into the road while deep inside she felt like blaming herself for everything that's happening right now in her life...