gamer girl wildest dreams

getting ready for the date

After telling Chan goodnight I lay there on the couch wondering if it's truly him. Hopeing someone isn't setting me up. I take a deep breath to calm myself.

Then get up to head to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. Finding pj to wear. Then slip into bed.

I hope I can sleep tonight. My mind is racing. I look at my phone shit it's 4 am. Ugh I need to get some sleep. Shut up mind let me get a Little rest. As the minutes go by she wakes up to her alarm goes off. It's 8 am in the morning.

She scrolls out of bed yawning. Says I hate when my mind goes crazy. Walks to the bathroom takes a shower and goes to the mirror looks at the bag's under her eyes. Yep mind you definitely did a bang up job on making me look tired. I need coffee she puts a fluffy robe on and walks to the kitchen.

Grabs a cup and puts 2 sugars in with black coffee.  She decides to go out the back door and sets on the patio chair. Breath in the morning air while enjoying her coffee. Please be a good day. I don't want to be catfished.

After her coffee is gone she goes back inside to get her phone.  She sets on the chair by her island in the kitchen.

Mr Bang: good morning gorgeous I hope you slept well. I kinda had a rough night sleeping because I was thinking of you.

Me: good morning handsome. I had a rough night too. I'm excited for our date tonight.  Then she goes on ☓ hello to my viewers I won't be going live tonight. Then she hears a (ding) it's Chan.

Mr Bang: hey let's switch up the time I won't you to meet the boys after dinner.  So 5 if it's OK.

Me: yeah 5 is OK. Meeting the Boy's? Really?  I am more nervous now. Lol

Mr Bang: oh it'll be fine. I'll tell them to behave. 

Me: ummmm you all behaving is pretty hard isn't it? Lol

Mr Bang: OK. OK. You got me there. I got a Little bit to do before our date. I'll see you at 5.

Me: I'll see you at 5 Mr Bang.

I'm going to meet not 1 stray kid I'm going to meet the whole group.  Oh fuck can I handle this with my anxiety.  OK breath Renee we can do this. Not a big deal. I'm squeaking so so loud.

I look at the time after getting myself calmed down it's 10 am will I got time to clean the house my game room needs a straighten up.

Time goes by its 2 pm. She says omg it's 2 ugh I need to head to my bedroom and choose what to wear. I go to my closet look at my clothes. Pulling out a black short dress with beautiful red rose on it with short sleeves. I pull out a black leather jacket. Then I think it's spring time so black boots with a short heel. I set down and do my makeup and curl my long ruby red hair. Ugh my hair reaches to my hips sometimes it's a chore to do something with. I look at the time it's 3:30 pm. Omg I need to get dressed.