gamer girl wildest dreams

hotel bound

The nurse brings in the release papers and script for pain meds.

Nurse:  will sweetie are you ready to  go home?

Me: my home is in Korea.  I have 1 more place to go then home.

Chris looks at me weird.

Nurse: will sweetie you gotta take it easy with broken ribs. 

Me: I will. I smile.

Chris gets the wheel chair.

Me: nope I'm walking. 

Lee know stands in front of me  and gives me the famous Lee know stare.

Me: fine.

I  sit in the wheel chair.

Channie:  good girl.  He smiles. 

We get out to the parking lot.  I look around. 

Channie: Jake is dead baby. You don't have to live in fear anymore. 

Felix:  yes your safe.

Me: I'm sorry.  I. I.

Channie:  it's understandable babe. We'll get your meds filled then go back to the hotel. 

Me: did you guy's finish the concert?

Changbin: yes.  But Dan wouldn't stop looking for you. He searched high and low for you.  When he couldn't find you he used our tacking app. He told us you weren't on the building.  Jake to you 3 towns away. 

Me: the FBI is sure he's dead?

Channie:  yes babe.

Me: I'm sorry I'm so paranoid.  I'll try to work on it. I promise. 

Channie:  we'll have a talk alone. Ok

Me: am I  in trouble?

Channie:  no. I just need to talk to you.

Me: OK.

We arrived at the hotel and I walk to the elevator.  We get in to the room.

Channie:  I wanna you to go to the bedroom and lay down.  No arguments. Just do it baby girl.

Me: yes Sir.

I.N:  let me help you noona.

He puts his arm around my waist.  Walking me to the bedroom. 

I.N:  ok noona you can sit down.  I'll help with your shoe's. 

Me: I can do it I.Na.

I.N: please.

Me: fine.

He takes my shoe's off. Helps me lay down.

Me: ouch fuck. I think I'll just sit up.

I.N: whatever makes sis comfortable. 

Me: thanks bro. I  smile. 

Chris enters the room. Gives me my phone.  Water and a pain pill.

Me: you really don't need to do this.  I can do it baby.

Channie: I understand I have a kick ass gorgeous independent woman. But stop. I'm going to be your husband and yes I know you can do this on your own because life hasn't been the best for you and you had no one to turn to. You've been through alot alone. But I'm here.  Ok. I'm here. Let me take care of my future wife. Please.

Me: yes Sir I'm sorry.  I look at him with tears in my eyes.

Channie:  baby what's wrong?

Me: you've said the truth and I will try to let go. I can't promise anything. But I  will try. You are just so amazing.  I don't deserve a person like you.  I'm truly happy you are going through this with me.  You don't need or have to.  Thank you baby. 

Channie:  can we talk about what Jake did?

Me: no because you'll be mad.

Channie:  RENEE ANNA BANG!

Me: OK. When  I was taken I felt someone dragging me through the crowd we got outside Jake put a piece of cloth over my face and I passed out. I don't remember anything but waking up in a cold wet basement on a blow up bed.  Tied up. I saw Jake sitting in a chair looking at me with a scary smile.  He started talking crazy and if I didn't agree or obey him I would get hard smack. He forced me to kiss him. He was trying to have sex with me but I hid in the bathroom.  But before we got upstairs he said something and I agreed with him but he thought I was being sarcastic and he took something and hit my ribs pretty hard.  Then in the bathroom you messaged me and then the swat team broke the downstairs door in. Jake broke the bathroom door in got on top of me said if I can't have you no one will. Dan pulled Jake off and yeah will you know.

Chris starts to cry.  I see anger.

Me: baby please hold me.

Chris gets up next to me and puts his arms around me gently.