gamer girl wildest dreams

1st class

We all wake up at 6 am our flights leave at 10 am. I have time to get woke up ready and packed for the tour. Chris is still asleep. 

I get up and walk to the bathroom.  Damn Chris I'm freaking sore. I hop in the shower and stand there for a Little bit to feel the hot water. Not  knowing Chris came in the bathroom. He comes in the shower and grabs me from behind and  holds me.

Channie: good morning baby. 

Me: good morning honey.

Me: Where are we going?

Channie:  we're touring Australia then we're heading to the US.

Me: that's a lot of shows.

Channie:  yep. But we love it.

We finish our shower and finish up in the bathroom.

I  head to the kitchen. I need coffee. 

I.N:  hello Renee we meet again. He Laughs.

Me: heyyyyyy! My coffee buddy. I smile.

I sit down and enjoy my coffee.  My nerves are starting to start their shit. Here we go the mental war begins in my head. Brain I swear you better know this shit off. Don't keep messing stuff up for me. Yes I fight depression,  anxiety of all types. Fucking war never ends.

Channie:  baby are you ok?

Me: I'm just fighting.

Channie:  fighting what?

Me: my mental war. My anxiety is trying to get me this morning. But I'm fighting it.

Channie:  thank you for telling me.  That means your opening up and trusting me. That means alot baby. I'll take care and protect you through this. He smiles.

He kisses me. Everyone comes to the kitchen.

Channie: Minho we need to talk.

Me: I'll cook breakfast.

I.N:  what are you thinking?

Me: what my mom made me. Eggs,  sausage and bacon with toast.

Everyone is open for it.

I start cooking. I.N and Felix helps me.

Lee know: Renee come here for a second.

Me: OK. I'm looking worried.

Lee know: don't be scared. Your not in trouble.

I step in the living room. 

Lee know: ok here's your plane ticket and Chan already told me about your anxiety don't worry we got you.

I look at my ticket first class. 

Me: nooooo.

Channie:  shut up babe.

Me: don't use those words now.

He smiles. The boy's got breakfast done.

Channie: you better eat well.

Me: ugh your evil.

Channie:  I'm actually loving it.

We're all done eating and cleaning the kitchen up. It's 7:30. I  haul ass to pack my clothes and toiletries.

The company van will be picking us up at 8: 40 Everyone.

I get dressed and putting on a Little makeup.  Grab a hoodie and purse. To get everything ready putting my passport and ticket in my purse.  It's 8:30 we all head down to the gargle. The van shows up.

We all gathered up in the van's. Chris gets in behind me.

Channie you got everything babe and everyone?

Me: yes.

The van drives off. Before we know it from all the goofing off we all do. We arrived at the airport.

Camera flashing and alot of media there.

Channie:  the van crew will get our stuff let's go babe