gamer girl wildest dreams

my Chris

We all come to the kitchen and sit down to eat. Everyone is happy and chatty. Chris whispers in my ear.

Channie:  your mine tonight. He winks and smiles. 

I respond with a smile.

Han is smiling at Brianne their having a good time together.  Which makes me smile. I  whisper is Chris ear.

Me: look at them. I'm so happy.  I smile.

Channie:  you did well for them baby girl. He smiles.

Me: I'm working on Changbin next. I giggle. 

Channie:  Linda?

Me: yes. She already wants me to ask him out for her. I said nope. You'll ask him when I set your date tomorrow.  I  giggle.

Channie:  your so Evil baby girl. He laughs.

Everyone is done eating.  I help Sheryl wash the dishes. After we're done. I go to my iPad and look at the weather it's sunny so I ask everyone if they'd all like to have a picnic in the park. Everyone likes the idea. So I set the time and place then send it to Linda.  She writes back.

Linda: ok I'll be there.  Thanks so much.

Me: no problem.  I send a smiley face.

I  go to me and Chris room to plug my iPad and phone to the charger.  Chris is back at his music.  So I lay on the bed and watch him. A little time past and he takes his headphones off. He turns his chair around and screams. 

Channie:  damn it Renee. 

I laugh. 

Me: what?

Channie:  how long have you been watching me?

Me: long enough.  I laugh. 

Channie:  your lucky I love you.  He laughs.

There was a knock on the door.

Channie:  come in.

Lee know opens the door. 

Lee know: what happened?

Channie:  oh nothing.  My wife here. Scared the hell out of me.

Lee know:  ummm how?

Channie:  I was focused on finishing the album and  I decided I'll take a little break so I turned around to see her laying on the bed. I wasn't expecting someone to be in the room with me. He laughs.

Lee know:  good job kitten.  The sneak tactic always works.  I'm proud of you on your first scare. He laughs.

Me: thank you.  But I really didn't do it on purpose.  I laugh. 

Channie:  can you warn me the next time you in the room baby girl?

Me: yes babe. I smile. 

Lee know:  ok I'm going back to my room. I need to finish up some things. 

He leans over and kisses me. 

Channie:  we're 2 song's away from being completely done with the album. 

Lee know: wow! That close?

Channie:  yes. Then we start touring again.  This time it will be a better trip for Renee. He smiles.

Me: it was a good trip the last time until we got to America. 

Lee know: we all know kitten.

Me: I'm still  so sorry for it. I should have said something but I was hoping he would've moved on. But anyway I don't want to talk about it. It's done.

Chris walks over stroking my hair. Looks at me.

Channie: Your safe now. Will make the best of it this time. He smiles.

Lee know: will see you guy's later. Love you kitten.

Me: love you too evil bun bun.

Lee know smiles  and  leaves.

Chris tackles me and starts kissing me.

Me: so what does my husband want to do?

Channie:  hmmmm. You wanna go for a walk?  We never enjoy the night life outside. 

Me: I'd love to.  I'll go get my shoes on. 

I grab my hoodie and my phone.  Then I go to the front door and put my shoes on.

Channie:  damn baby you beat me.  He laughs. 

Me: oh I forgot my wallet. 

Channie:  no need let's go. 

We walk to the elevator and get in. We reach the garage.  We both put our hoods on and start walking while holding each other's hand.

Me: do you think this is a good idea holding hands?

Channie:  don't worry about it babe. I'm taking you somewhere for ice cream and we're going to the bridge to look out at the water. 

Me: sounds romantic baby. 

We walk to this street vendor that sells ice cream.  I choose banana.  Chris chooses pineapple.  Then we walk to the bridge and stand at the railing.  We talk and enjoy our ice cream. 

Channie:  this is nice. Just the 2 of us enjoying each other's company.

Me: I know right. I love spending time with my husband. I smile. 

Channie:  my parents really like you and Hannah does too.

Me: I'm glad baby.  Because that terrified me. This whole thing scares me. 

Channie:  why?

Me: when I escaped to Korea from the USA because of the hacker. I am scared I'll never be good enough here. Like learn the language,  learn to read or write.  Because I am an American girl that has no Korean blood in me that I'm aware of.  And now I'm with you guy's I'm scared I'll fuck up because I'm not of your culture. I'm trying hard to not embarrass you guy's or jyp. 

Channie:  baby girl your doing amazing.  Stop being so hard on yourself.  Jyp is definitely happy with what your doing. Nobody cares if your Korean or not.  Your making alot of people happy. Baby you've gotta stop over thinking things.

He leans down to kiss me.  He puts his arm as we just stand there watching the water in silence enjoying the view and each other's company.