I lay there looking up at the ceiling. I'm happy Jake is gone. Now I can live a normal life. But I didn't want Dan to do what he has done either. I appreciate what Dan has done for me but it make me sad. I am thankful that Jyp let me stay at his home and grateful for everything he's done. For the 8 men and girl in my life I couldn't be happier for them being in my life. I doze off to sleep.
I wake up screaming because I had a dream of Jake. Jyp rushed in to the bathroom.
Jyp: Renee are you ok?
Me: yes. I'm sorry bad dream.
Jyp: come here let me hold you. It's going to be ok. Your safe.
Me: I know. Just dreams but their so scary.
Jyp: I have no doubt. We'll be waking up in 2 hours. Lay back down and sleep some more. You need it. He give me a tight hug.
He leaves the bedroom.I try to lay back down and go to sleep. But it didn't work. I need a pain pill but I try not take it. Some how I fall asleep and here the alarm go off. I hear a knock at the door.
Jyp: it's time to wake up Renee. The Dr will be here in 2 an half hours.
Me: yes Sir. I'm awake.
Jyp: do you need help with anything?
Me: I speak in Korean and say no Sir.
Jyp: oh we're going to have fun today. If you need help I'll be in the kitchen. Just call me.
Me: yes Sir.
I get out of bed in pain. I go to the bathroom to wash up and bursh my teeth. I go to my bags to pick an outfit. I see one of Chris hoodie and I put on some jeans. I head down the stairs. It smells like coffee and food.
Jyp: good morning. Would you like some coffee?
Me: yes Sir.
Jyp: Park please.
Me: I'm sorry.
He gets my a cup of coffee and a pain pill.
Jyp: here you go. I'm fixing breakfast you will eat.
Me: OK. It smells delicious. I smile.
Jyp: so your learning Korean huh? You spoke beautifully.
Me: bits and pieces I'm trying.
Jyp: good. If you want a teacher I can arrange that.
Me: I would appreciate it. The guy's are trying to teach me.
Jyp: our amazing boy's.
Me: yes they are.
He sits the food in front of me. We eat and get to know each other. The Dr comes to check me out. He changes my bandages. And suggest a nurse. More pain meds. He gives me 3 weeks for healing. Then a check up to see how things are to see if I can go to work. The Dr says goodbye and leaves.
Jyp: would you like me to tell Mr Bang Chan the news?
Me: yes Park please.
Jyp: ok then I'll call him now. Stay put.
I sit with tears in my eyes. 3 week's. I don't want to be down for 3 week's. I can feel the anger for Jake and that makes me cry even hards. I wish my Chris was here. I miss him. I want him home. So much has happened in such short timing. My life is topsy-turvy. So much good and bad. I'm just ready for this to go away and I can live life again.
Jyp: oh Renee it's going to be ok. Do cry.
He gives me his phone.
Jyp: talk to Bang Chan. He's worried about you. He's on video chat.
Me: hi babe.
Channie: baby why are you crying?
Me: just to much emotions.
Channie: we got an early flight. We'll be home sooner than you know it. Try to cheer up baby girl. Eat. Take your meds. And the boss has everything handled. Everyone else is worried about you too.
Me: I just miss you and everyone. I'm so grateful for our boss.
Channie: have you told your sister?
Me: no. But I'll tell her later.
Channie: ok babe. I'm going go. But please text me or call. Ok?
Me: yes.
Channie: 14 3
Me: 14 3.
He hangs up.
I hand the phone back to Jyp.
Me: thank Park so much.
Jyp: my pleasure Renee. Hey I got some business to attend to. Will you be ok for about 4 hours? Maybe 5?
Me: yes I'll be ok. Thank you Park. I smile.
He goes to his office. I go up to my room. To sit on the balcony and enjoy the fresh air. I text Chris.
Me: hey babe.
Channie: hey baby girl. You ok?
Me: as ok as I'll ever be. I can't wait to see you.
Channie: oh baby girl you have no idea how much I wanna be with you right now. This plane ride seems like it's forever. Almost a 16 hour flight. I just wanna get home to my baby.
Me: I know I want you too. It's almost noon here. I'm bored. Would you be mad. If I cooked?
Channie: your supposed to rest and heal.
Me: but daddy.
Channie: oh no you didn't not just do that.
Me: maybe I just did do that.
Channie: you know we can't do that in your situation.
Me: yes we can lol. I laugh.
Channie: you tell me how?
Me: nice and slow and very gentle.
Channie: ah huh. We'll see. We should be home in about 8 hours. We'll swing by to pick you up.
Me: OK. Will I guess I'll try to take a nap.
Channie: before you do eat lunch first take your meds then lay down.
Me: yes daddy.
Channie: damn it Renee.
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Fanfictiongamer girl Renee does what she does on a daily. she's a streamer that loves playing video games. this day she's wasn't expecting her idol to be watching her stream. she saw a viewers name Mr Bang. as we all know people will use anything for a user n...