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Felix?

I get to the elevator and the doors open.

Channie:  hey I was coming to check on you baby girl.

Me: I'm fine. Just needed some air. I might go for a walk later. You wanna go for a walk with me just you and me?

Channie:  that would be nice baby. Sure.

Me: ok. Let me know when your ready. 

Channie:  let's head up and I'll get my shoes on and we'll get our hoodies. 

Chris gets our hoodies from the room. He puts his shoes on and we head out.

Me: can we find a less popular place to go?

Channie:  yes. Why?

Me: I just wanna talk without ears listening. 

Channie:  ah yes. Ok understand. 

We walk to a unpopular park with almost no body there. He picks a seat next to the water. We sit down.

Channie:  ok talk to me baby girl.  What's on my wife's mind.

Me: I just wanted to make sure your ok?

Channie:  oh baby I'm perfect.  Yes work is a little stressful but with you working by my side you've lifted alot of it. Your doing amazing by the way.

Me:  thank you for letting me know. 

Channie:  this isn't what you want to talk about is it?

Me: yes I did. But I wanted to talk to you about.

Chris  cuts me off.

Channie:  I don't want you to take the manager job. 

Me: that is a relief. But it's something else.

Channie:  what can it be? Did someone hurt you?

Me: no nothing like that.  Ok how do you really feel about me and Lee know?  Don't lie to me please. 

Channie:  baby girl I'm totally fine with it.  If I wasn't you know me. I'd wouldn't allow it.  I see your trying to make everything work and that makes you a strong woman. 

Me:  what about Felix? Were you going to tell me about his feelings?

Channie:  ah Lee know talk to you I see. He laughs. 

Me: oh yeah you know the sorce.

Channie:  yes I was going to tell you tomorrow but the evil bitch rabbit beat me to it.  I'll beat him up later.  He laughs. 

Me: how do you feel about Felix?

Channie:  I feel the same as for Lee know. I trust my boy's and I know none of them would hurt you or break your heart the same as for me. Look babe. I know our lives are sometimes overwhelming for you and you've done a incredible job at trying to make everything work and trying hard to keep up to us. I see you and Lee know are getting used to each other fine.  So when we get back to the dorm.  Go to Felix and talk to him. I've still gotten more music to get through.  So can you do that for daddy?  He laughs.

Me: yes sir.

Channie:  good girl.  Now let's walk back. I've got 4 songs waiting but my wife needed me so I put it on hold. He smiles. 

We walk back holding hands.  We get to the dorm and walk to the door. He gives me a kiss and walks to the bedroom.  Lee know is sitting on the couch with Changbin watching a movie. I walk to Felix room. I knock.

Felix:  yeah come in. 

I open the door and walk into his room. I see he's torn his computer apart fixing it. 

Me: Felix can we talk?

Felix:  sure.

He stops and sits on the bed.  Patting it to tell me to sit next to him.

Me:  I know your secret.

His eye's widen.
Felix: Renee I don't know what to say.

Me: will Chris and Lee know talked about it for you.

Felix:  oh ummmm.

Me:  it's ok. If you don't want this ask me to leave. If you want me ask me to stay. I'll make it easy for you. Leave or stay?

Felix:  stay! Please.

Me:  then I'll try to make this work too.

Felix:  Renee are you sure?

Me: yes.

His face lights up and smiles.

Felix:  so does this make you my girlfriend?

Me: yes.

Felix:  can I?

Me: can you what?

Felix:  kiss you?

Me: if you want to.

He leans in and gives me a soft kiss.

Felix:  that was nice. I liked it.  Did you?

Me: yes I  did.

He smiles. Grabs my hand.

Felix:  I swear I won't hurt you baby. 

Me: I know. I won't hurt none of you either. 

Felix: would it be weird if we layed down together and talked.  I just need to hold my baby.

Me: It wouldn't be weird no.

Felix:  ok lay facing me.

I lay down looking at him. He then slides one leg in between my legs and his other leg over my leg. Then puts his arm around me.

Me: is this what you wanted.  I smile.

Felix:  yes. I  wanted this so bad. He smiles.

I kiss his nose and smile.