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We all check in and got the the terminal to wait to get on the plane.

Channie: are you doing ok?

Me: yes. Just overwhelmed and anxious.

Lee know: we've got you. You'll be fine.

It's time to board. Chris leads us to our seats. We're sitting together babe. Lee know is behind us.

The plane caption starts talking. Once he's done. Everyone buckles up and Chris holds my hand.

Channie: breath baby girl.  Everything is going well.

The plane takes off. After minutes go by.

Me: Chris how long is it from Korea to Australia.

Channie: 10 and half hours babe.

Me: wow.

Channie: enjoy it. Because when we get to Australia thing's will start getting chaotic. 
The waitress comes by to offer us lunch. 

I took the salmon glazed in lemon pepper honey with Baby carrots and some Korean noodles. Channie garlic chicken over rice with broccoli.

Channie:  after Australia will you be happy to be in the USA again?

Me: eh the US is bitter sweet to me. Yes I have family there. But none really cares. They're fake. No phone calls, no text, no body came to vist me there. I was basically alone.

Channie:  your joking. 

Me: nope.  So after my mom died. I just made a decision to  leave.  Of course in Korea I was in the same boat but I was happier. I had new adventures.

Channie:  baby you've been through so much. 

Me: you don't know the half I've been through.  Maybe I'll tell you one day. But really I like  to keep all the horrible things locked up.

Channie:  will if you want to talk about it I'm here or the boy's  and Sheryl is here also.  But only talk about it if you want to break that wall down. 

Me: thank you baby. I just want a happy, stable life. Someone to love me, care about me. I don't care if their rich or anything.

Channie:  your not selfish at all are you?

Me: not really.

Channie I got a surprise in Australia for you.

Me: how are you going to fit surprises in a tour baby?

Channie:  you'll see. He smiles and winks.

I reach over to kiss him. But I stop.

Channie:  it's ok to kiss me and hold my hand. Just not in public.  You know we got toxic Stays and I don't want 1 harming you.

Me: I know. I get it. Plus your an idol. I understand. I smile.

Channie:  Lee know was right I got the one.

Lee know: hahahaha yep I'm right. He sticks his tongue out.

Channie:  Lee know you heard everything?

Lee know: will I'm her protector too damn it. So yeah I was listening. 

Me: you put Lee know  in charge of me?

Lee know:  I still got your car keys don't I. He Laughs. 

Me: you all are fucking EVIL.

They both laughed.

Channie:  I love your little spit fire attitude. 

Me: will I am an aries and fire is my thing. 
Channie:  I love my firey red head Renee.

He kisses me.

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