gamer girl wildest dreams

life is confusing

Time skip. Our honeymoon is over. We head back home. 

Me: it's going to be nice to sleep in our bed.

Channie:  yesssss! Hotel beds are terrible.

Me: when I get home there's so much I need to do.

Channie:  it's OK baby we'll handle it together. 

We arrive at the airport.  Hyunjin and Sheryl pick us up.

Hyunjin:  hello. Ready to go home?

We both say yes at the same time.

Sheryl: that's so cute. We'll be home in no time. 

I  lay my head on Channie shoulder and I guess I dozed off.

Channie:  babe we're here.

Me: damn it did I fall asleep. 

Channie:  yes. He laughs.

We get our bags and head up to the dorm.
I already smell food. 

Me: who's cooking?

Sheryl: Lee know and Han.

Channie:  smells delicious.  I am hungry.

I open the door. Of the dorm. We take our bags to the bedroom.  Then head back to the kitchen.

Han: foods ready take a sit.

We all sit down to eat and chat. Lee know keeps looking at me. I don't understand why.  But I don't ask.  Everyone is done eating.  I help clean the kitchen. 

Lee know: Chan can we go on walk and talk please.

Channie:  sure. Be right back babe. He kisses me.

They leave.

Me: what's that all about?

Felix: I don't know.  But Lee knows been acting weird.  Hopefully Channieo will help.

Me: yeah hopefully.  I go to our room and put our stuff away. I get done with that I pick up my iPad and check company emails.  Hans hair and makeup artist quit. So I'm assigned to find him a new one.  So I go through the companies list of people to pick.  There's this girl Brianne. I read through her bio. She looks promising.  I  send her an email stating go to jyp office.  Tell jyp Renee picked you.  Now I'm moving one to the other Boys getting their stuff taken care of.  I'm done with my work. So I go get a quick shower and find something comfy to wear. Chris comes through the door.

Channie:  baby can we go talk in the car?

Me: did I do something wrong?

Channie:  no baby you didn't.  Come on.

We head down to the garage and get into my car. Lee know been crying. 

Me: I'm confused.  What is going on?

Channie:  will how do I put this.  Lee know has admitted to falling for you.  And I can't say I blame him. He asked me if I would share you. I have thought about it and I said yes. Because I know you are mine. I trust my wife and my brother. 

Me: I don't know what to say or how to handle this. So you guy's are asking me to be with 2 guy's. 

Lee know:  yes.

Me: I'm dumbfounded. 

Channie: it's ok baby.  Let's go up to the room and hang out ok. Then we'll figure this out.

Me: ok.

Lee know: ok.

We get out of the car. Head up to our room. We get to the room.

Channie:  let's watch a movie. But first I'm going to go wash up and get comfy. 

Lee know: me too.  Be right back.

I sit on the bed. Thinking wtf is going on here.  I've never done this.  I've always been a 1 man woman. Can this happen.  I don't want anyone unhappy.  This is weird.

Channie:  hey beautiful.

Me: hey sexy.

Channie:  you ok?

Me: yeah. Just weird.

Channie:  yeah I know. I've never done this. But I do trust you and him.

Me: I'll try ok.

Channie:  ok. Lee know really does care about you.

Me: I know.

Lee know: alright what are we watching. 

Me: I  don't know.  Whatever you guy's decide.  Chris decided on one.

Channie: lay down baby in the middle of the bed.

I  lay down Lee know lays next to me with an arm over my stomach and Chris lays down on the on the other puts his arm around my lower chest area. I'm a stray kid sandwich and I don't know how to feel about it.