life's good
i'm untouched
made mistakes
that's enough
going back and forth in my head
i'm done with the rumors about me
wishing i was dead
for conscious actions i made
i did these things
complicated mistake
if it ever comes to light
i'll own it with my whole chest
i'm a mess
i was a loser
distressed
and now i'm better yet
at least i haven't broken the law
or somebody's jaw
yet
i'm trying to survive in the modern day ios zombie apocalypse
i'm sick of the internet
only made me hate myself further
saying goodbye to the people that made me wish i were dead
or at least a reminder of that
i don't want to be superior or adored
i like being alone
that's why i am
i don't need a hand to hold
it'll never fit the mold of my mind
it takes time
to love civil unrest
i'm going to fix it
it's not hard
but fuck it feels hard
but i'm going to fix it
for me
i love me
she's pretty cool
gotta fix it
this is my unless
it's gonna bleed but
i'm okay with what's next
God's with me
