Fated To Love You

Chapter 43

"No, keeping this baby or not.. it should be only your decision.. don't think about anyone.. whatever you will decide, I will support you in that. If you are comfortable with the baby then I am ready to accept it. And, if you want to abort it then also I will support you and Aai ki chinta mat karo.. I will handle her."Sumedh said in comforting tone.

"I don't know.. I don't know what to do"Himani sobbed,"Do.. you really want.. to be with me? Aapko to koi bhi mil jaaygi, jisko koi aise issues nahi honge.. jo.. jo virgin hogi.. aap kyu apni life kharab kar rhe ho mere liye?"

"I told you Himani.. I am loving you since I didn't know you properly. My heart already accepted you with all your flaws.. main itnein time se tension mein tha ki pta nhi kya problem chal rhi hai tumhare life mein.. ab jab pta hai to I just don't want leave you alone. I want to walk with you in every step of your life.. I don't want anyone else.. I just want you."Sumedh said emotionally.

"What if I.. I never come out of this? What if I can't reciprocate the love? What about your needs? Whenever you feel like.. you can.. you should find someone who can help you with your needs.. nahi to aap.. kisi aur se bhi shaadi kar sakte ho. Mujhe bilkul bura nahi lagega, I'm just grateful that you believe me. Thank you so much for accepting me, for believing me.. main shayad kabhi aapka ye ehsaan nahi chuka paaungi.. thank you very much"She sobbed.

"Nhi.. mujhe koi aur nhi chahiye.. kabhi kisi aur se shadi nhi karungga main... and kabhi chor kar bhi nhi jayungga."He said while caressing her hair.

"What if I can never fulfill the responsibilities as a wife?"She looked at him and a fresh tear rolled down.

"Don't think negative right now.. jo bhi hoga.. hum dono saath mein face karengge."He cupped her face and said in determined tone.She slowly nodded in a yes.

"What.. what if he comes back?" She sobbed and her body shook a little in fear."I'm scared, I'm very scared. Wo boht gussa the us din.. aap.. aap mein se kisiko bhi kuch krdiya usne to?" She sobbed.

"Unko humara ghar pta hai ?"He asked surprisingly.

"Mujhe nahi pata, par.. par college to pata hai.."She sounded more scared.

"College mein to main rahungga.. don't worry about that."He assured her with a smile.

"W..wo follow krte krte ghar aagye to? Jab mere aai baba kuch nahi kar paaye to aap kya karoge?" She sniffed. "This will never end, I'm telling you. Please give me the pills.. please"

"Main tumhare Aai baba jaisa nhi hoon.. vo kuch nhi kar paye kyuki vo kuch karna nhi chate the."Sumedh said.

"Par wo galat to nahi the na.. it.. it is very shameful." She sniffed and wiped her nose.

"Yes.. because of mama ji.. not because of you."He assured again.

"To.. to aai baba ko kyu lagta hai main galat hun? Why couldn't they protect me? Parents ki to duty hoti hai na apne bachon ko safe rakhna? Mujhe kyu galat smjhte hain wo log?"She asked in emotional tone and curled up her lips.

"I don't know love."He answered helplessly while continuing caressing her hair.She cried for some more time and then slowly broke the hug.

"I.. I won't be able to take this baby's life.." she said in a whisper while looking down.

"Okay.."He smiled and caressed her hair,"We will take care of the baby."

"A..are you sure you will be fine with it?"She looked into his eyes again to find the truth behind his words.

"I already told you. Are you sure.. you forgave me ?"His eyes were full of love and care for her.

"Forgave you? For what?" She asked in confusion.

"For being mean to you.. rude to you.. picking you always in the class.. making your life hard when you were already dealing with a lot."He said in guilty tone.

"It's not like you knew anything.. aur sach kahun to shayad abhi tak aapki constant nagging ki vajah se hi zinda hun.. vrna main kabka suicide karleti so, thank you" She smiled a little.

"Seriously ?"He raised his eyebrow and giggled,"Nagging pasand thi tumhe ? Kyu ?"

"Nahi, pasand nahi thi.. but mujhe thoughts se bahar to nikalti thi. Daant kha kar, maar kha kar hi sahi.. but haan.."She giggled a little in between her sniff.

He rubbed his neck in guilty way,"Sorry for those days still."

"It's okay.. you were just doing your duty as a teacher.."She smiled a little bigger.

He nodded in yes with a smile,"Yes.. and agar future mein bhi aaisi koi naubat aayi ki punish karna pade ya dantna pade to remember.. I am just doing my duty."

"Okay sir"She said with a small smile

"One more thing, did you steal money or she was just making up the scene ? What happened actually ?"He asked after few minutes.

"I didn't steal any money, sir. I don't need to steal it anyway.. she was just making it up. Umm.. she always craves for your attention. And, if you remember, one day you asked everybody to exchange their notebooks with their seat partners to check the test you gave and you would check it later to see if we checked correctly, and she performed really bad, I marked her likewise and you punished her badly. So she wanted to get back at me for it" She sighed.

"These girls."He sighed and moved his head sideways,"I'll deal with her tomorrow. And, need not to tell me sir.. you can call me Sumedh at home."

"But.. aap mujhse kaafi bade ho and it's.. also a little weird.."She said embarassingly.

"But, main sir thodi hoon ghar par ? I am your husband."He said cutely.

"Umm.. yeah.. but hmara equation to hmesha hi teacher aur ek bad student waala rha hai na.."She said again.

"So what, we are doing a fresh start.. and not a bad student.. just a reserve one."He replied instantly.

"But how can I call you by name? Age difference kaafi hai hmare beech.."She shyly said while looking down.

"To phir.. kisi nick name se bula lena.. anything but not sir. Otherwise, mera sir mode humesha on rahega and then mujhe complaint mat karna ki ghar par dante ho aur college mein bhi."He said in light tone while raising his hands.

She giggled a little,"Aap hi bta dena kya bolun"

"Sumi ?"He suggested with a smile.

"Okay"She smiled while wiping her tears.