I Hope You Will Not Forget This Either (Sitkolson)

Motionless In White On In One Minute

Angelo's POV

Today's the show! We got to play with Ryan at the practices and it feels more natural than with Mike. Ryan just fits in better with us. Since he had been to almost every other practice while Mike was with us, he picked up very quick.

"Motionless In White on in 1 minutes!" screamed someone but I don't know who.

Everybody is just wooing and screaming. We don't need any words of encouragement. Am I nervous? Fuck yeah I'm nervous. This is a much larger audience than the little shows we have done. But I'm also extremely excited, which greatly out weight my anxiety right now.

"Yo Angelo!" Chris was screaming my name. That much mean I both spaced out and we are on.

Josh's POV

Holy shit the crowd has at least 30 maybe 50 people. Damn, this may not seem like a lot but when you play to just about 10 people and a maximum of 20, this is huge. Everyone is so into the music. We are playing tracks off of The Whorror. We used The Whorror as our intro music and when we got on stage we had people screaming. Most of these people probably don't even know us, but that hasn't stopped them from having fun.

*after the show*

"Great show guys!" this random person called out to us.

"Yeah it was great guys and Ryan, you did great for your first show!" Chris still had so much energy even after the show we just played.

"Thanks man."

The kids had called for an encore so we ended up play all the song from The Whorror. We really need to get more songs written.

Just as if Chris was reading my mind he told us we should start writing some songs.

The process of writing kinda sucks just because it can get boring, but otherwise I love writing.

Ryan's POV

I was just walking out of the building we played the show in. And them I saw the oh so familiar red hair.

"Ricky!"

"Hey! Great show tonight. You played so well!"

"Thanks baby! I'm so glad you're here. How did you even get here?"

"I told Greg about how you are in a band and I asked if we could come here to see your first show. It took a little but if begging but he caved in and we made our journey back." Ricky said with a genuine smile. Oh how much I have missed that smile. I'm so glad Greg had been treating Ricky with the proper respect he deserves.

"How many more days are you going to be here for?"

"I have two days left." Ricky pouted.

"Does that mean I am stuck hauling your fat ass around for two days." I said sarcastically.

"Hey my ass is not fat," he put his hand to his chest to mock offense. "it is bootylicious and you know you love it."

I felt a blush come over my cheeks when he said that. He does have a nice butt.

"Aw look Ryan Shitcowski is blushing!"

"Just come here and let me hug you, I've missed you way too much."

He practically jumped into my arms. I never want this moment to end. In this moment we are happy and with each other. I know it has to end in a couple days.

"Ricky, I love you so goddamn much."

"I love even more Ryan."

And then I kissed him. It was a nice kiss. I don't know how to describe it. It just felt right. It felt right to have him in my arms and to kiss him. He is the one and there will never be any regrets about this. No matter what happens between us, I will always have a part if me that always loves him.

Ricky's POV

"Ricky, I love you so goddamn much."

"I love even more Ryan."

And he kissed me. Every time I kiss him I feel so alive. It's always so passionate and loving when we kiss. I don't want to leave him again. I can't stand being away for so long. Especially not to be with Greg again. He may have stopped bullying me about my appearance and all that, but now he is sexually abusing me. He rapes me at least every other day. He told me if I tell anyone that I will regret it. After the things he has done to me I don't want to take any chance.

We are still kissing, but Ryan pulled away when he felt tears on our cheeks.

"Baby what's wrong?" his voice was so full of concern. What did I ever do to get him and deserve him?

"N-nothing, I'm j-just really happy." with the tremble in my voice, I knew he wouldn't buy into my lie, I had to try though.

"That is complete bullshit. You can tell me what's wrong I won't get mad or judge you." Ryan cares so much for me. You can tell in the way he says everything to me.

"It's nothing really. Just hold me, please." I said the last sentence so desperately. I don't care if I sounded desperate because I need him to hold me.

"I won't let go. Not now."

Tears have been streaming down my face. I'm so tired but I can't stop crying. I didn't even notice we have arrived at Ryan's until now. I don't want to go back to the place that Greg is, but I have no choice. If I don't get back soon then he will punish me. I don't want that to happen.

"Ryan I have to go back to the hotel."

"Ricky you can barely keep you eyes open. Just stay with me tonight."

"No, Greg wants me back at the hotel. I have to go back. Please Ryan." I'm absolutely terrified. I don't want to find out what my punishment would be if I don't go to the hotel.

"Okay I will take you back. Which hotel is it?"

"I don't remember which one but I remember the directions."

"Well let's go."

He picked me up to carry me to the car. When he put me in the passenger seat he kissed my head. He knows that calms me down. And I really need to calm down. I probably would have started crying and shaking by now if I didn't have Ryan.

We eventually made it to the hotel. I suck when it comes to directions. I was purposely stalling us so I didn't have to be around Greg as much.

"I'm going to pick you up tomorrow morning at 9:00." Ryan said very stern but so softly as well.

"I'll see you tomorrow then, I love you" I said and gave him a quick peck.

"I love you too."

And then walked up to the room I have to share with a monster.

A/N
I'm going camping next week so I won't be able to update. I will try to write as much as I can so when I returning can spam everyone with updates. Also that is Mike in the media picture thing.