I Hope You Will Not Forget This Either (Sitkolson)

What Happened To Me?

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This chapter has talk of sexual activities. When I can back from camping I had so many messages to go through and a bunch of stories had been updated. Also I found that photo of Ryan on Instagram and it's hilarious, so that's what Ryan looks like in the story currently.

Ryan's POV

I walked down the hallway of the hotel Ricky is staying at. I reached the door and I could hear someone talking. It was very muffled but I heard something along the lines of get down on your knees. Someone with Ricky's voice was obviously denying, but the other person was very intent on making him go down. I was worried about what was happening so I opened the unlocked door to see someone who looked like Ricky giving some guy a blowjob. His hair was dyed black and now just hanging on the side of his face. His hair looks amazing but I did not like what he was doing. I can't fucking believe that Ricky would cheat on me.

"What the fuck is going on here?"

"Ryan p-please, it's n-not what it looks like." Ricky responded. He was crying. Why would he be crying? Maybe there is more behind what's happening.

"Can I just talk to you for a moment, alone." I was still mad but I had to talk to him. I don't want out relationship to be completely ruins. Even if he did cheat, I still love him too much to let him go.

I walked out into the hallway and Ricky quickly followed behind me.

"So tell me how exactly that wasn't what it looked like? Because it looked like you had your mouth around some guy's dick." I was seething with anger.

"Just follow me so we can get away from him." Ricky's voice was now somewhat steady. I just want to know what was happening and what was going to happen. If he wanted to talk somewhere else, well as long as we talk.

We arrived at an empty park when Ricky started speaking.

"That guy was Greg. Before you start accusing me of cheating, well I was but I didn't want to. When I moved to Seattle, Greg started to rape me. He told me that if I was going to live with him he might as well make me useful. He also said that if I told anyone that he would make the next time as bad as possible. I was terri---" I interrupted Ricky who was so calm while explaining this. I was extremely angry at Greg.

"Ricky I'm so sorry. I was pretty rude to you after I saw that but in glad I waited for you to talk before leaving. You don't have to explain anything else. Greg is a terrible person and I don't want you to feel trapped by him anymore. When you go back to the hotel you can grab all your things and move into my house. The things he has done to you are not right and he will regret everything. I love you so much and you don't deserve to be hurt like that." by now it had completely engulfed Ricky in my arms.

"I love you too. Please don't leave me." Ricky was beginning to cry again.

"I will never leave you. I will always love you."

Ricky's POV

I walked back to the hotel room. I had everything packed when Greg walked in.

"Where do you think you are going?"

"I'm leaving. The things you have done to me are not right and I don't care what you do. I am leaving." thankfully my voice stayed strong. If my voice were to be weak he would probably just beat me up.

"No you are not leaving. You probably told your little boyfriend here. Didn't you?" Greg was mad.

"It doesn't matter what I told him. He loves me and I love him. We are leaving together and you will no longer hurt me." and my voice gave out. I'm in deep shit now.

"You are staying with me because you are a worthless piece of trash. He doesn't even love you. No one will ever love you. All you are is an emo fucktard. You were better off with your lame mohawk. At least then you didn't look so pathetic."

Then I blacked out. I don't know what he did to me. All I know was that I was unconscious.

Ryan's POV

Ricky never showed up at my house that evening. I waited until afternoon the next day for him to show up but he never did.