I Hope You Will Not Forget This Either (Sitkolson)

I'm Richard

Ricky's POV

Today is the Motionless In White concert! Words cannot describe how excited I am. They sound like a good band so I'm pretty pumped to hear them. I also may get a chance to find Ryan and I can't wait. But what if I can't find Ryan? Or what if I find him but he doesn't want me back? What if found someone else that he loves more? Ricky stop. Don't get yourself in a bad mood before the concert.

"Are you excited Ricky?" my sister asked me.

"Hell yeah I am. Thank you so much for getting the tickets." I answer happily. I am extremely grateful that she bought these tickets.

"Well let's get there early. Maybe we can get a good spot near the barricade."

"Sounds good. I'll meet you on the car, I just have to finish my make up." I reply.

I am wearing black ripped skinnies, black vans, and a black shirt that says if you don't like 'drop dead gorgeous' on the front and 'then fuck you' on the back. I also wore my key necklace like usual. My make up was my usual black liner and eyeshadow. Nothing much. Definitely different from what I did in high school.

I enter the passenger seat of the car and my sister drives us to the venue. By the looks of it I think the band is here. There is a van outside the venue with a trailer attacked to it.

Tj's POV

I decided to go check out who was here before the show started like I normally do. I normally talk to a couple fans before the show just because I can.

"Hey, what's up?" I ask this short guy with long black hair. He has a girl about the same height next to him. And I have to say she is absolutely gorgeous.

"Hi, nothing much just waiting for the show to start. What about you?" he replied.

"Ricky I'm gonna go and meet some if my friends. Is it okay if I leave?" the girl asks. Wait did she call him Ricky? He does look a little but like the Ricky I know.

"Yeah that's fine it's not like I haven't been to a concert in my own." he laughed. This guy is definitely Ricky. Shit I can't let him know Ryan is here. Hopefully he won't recognize him since Ryan has changed a lot and clearly so has Ricky.

"Well I better get back inside. I'm sure sound check is going to start soon." I say before I leave.

"Alright well it was cool meeting you. See you at the show." Ricky replied looking behind me for someone. Now I hope he doesn't recognize me.

Before I'm able to get out of his sight he calls me back to tell me something. Shit he did recognize me.

"Can you ask Ryan if I can' talk to him after the show." Ricky asked me. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I need an excuse or something.

"Yeah about that Ricky, Ryan quit the band a little while after you left. He found a girl and has been with her these last few months and shit like that." Ricky looked heartbroken after that sentence. His face just dropped.

"Oh okay well good luck at the show." Ricky said. I kinda feel bad but he cheated on Ryan. I certainly can't let anyone know that Ricky is here. No one will recognize him so I should be safe.

Ricky's POV

Ryan did find someone else. I should have known that he wouldn't want me. He probably only stayed out of pity. I'm such a moron. I wish I could talk to someone but my sister isn't here and I'm sure no one from Motionless In White is going to recognize me. It took me awhile to recognize Tj but after I did everything clicked. But Ryan doesn't want me. I'm trying so hard to hold back tears. I can't let this ruin me. I came here to have a good time. Listen to some great music and I was hoping to find Ryan. But he let go of me. I need to do the same. Ryan Sitkowski was in my past. He has moved on and so can I. But he found a girl. He fell in love with a girl. He told me was gay. Was our love a lie? Did he do it of of pity for me? I can't believe this. Ryan doesn't need me, but I still need him. More than ever now.