My Love From The Stage

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

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We bought the dress. And for me it is really good and I like it and most importantly, Mia liked it. Hindi din naman nagsalita si Unique and paid for the dress.

"Uuwi ka na niyan?" Tanong ko rito habang pabiyahe kami ulit pauwi.

Tumingin siya sa akin. He's using his phone but the moment I said something, he immediately stopped typing and looked at me with his full serious face.

"Ok lang ba na mag stay ako? Para kay... Mia." He hesitate for a second but I didn't mind it. Tumango naman ako as an agreement. I mean it was for Mia so it's ok.

"Sure, may gusto ka bang merienda para naman hindi puro gastos mo? I wanna pay you kahit konti." I seriously told him.

I saw the price of the dress. And it's not just a thousand. 5 digit siya kaya kahit papaano kahit ano nalang na pwede ibigay gagawin ko. Kulang pa 'yung binigay niya na bayad sa lemon sponge cake.

Napaisip ito. "Anything will do. Basta bake mo." Natigilan ako roon.

Napaisip din ako na sana order nalang ang gagawin ko. Pero hindi na pala dahil mas gusto niya ang bake ko. Hindi ba siya galit sa akin?

I hid our daughter for so long. Tapos sa huli ay parang siya pa ang nagmamakaawa. Parang kasalanan niya pa. And I really doing this right?

He even took a selfie of our daughter while she was sleep. Hindi ko alam kung anong account ang gamit niya. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin niya doon. Ok lang naman 'diba? Ok lang na gawin niya 'yun.

He has rights. I shouldn't overthink things.

Pero isa lang ang nasa isip ko ngayon. I can't even feel his anger. I want to feel it. I want him to show me. Baka nagiging malambot na ako sakaniya tapos kung kailan babalik ako, doon niya naman ako wawasakin. Ayaw ko 'yon.

After that thought. Everytime na pupunta siya, ngingiti siya sa akin. Tapos babatiin niya pa ako. I was greeting him back but I was being paranoid. Kinakabahan ako.

I wanna talk to him about it. Pero baka gugulo lang lalo na't malapit na ang birthday ni Mia.

"Angel is looking for you. She went to this place many times. Pero hindi ka niya na t'tyempuhan." Nanlaki ang dalawang mata ko sa sinabi ni Unique kasabay ng pag-awang ng aking labi.

I was happy! Sila ba? Sila ba 'yung sinasabi ni Aling Rhoda sa akin? Then, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. Hinanap niya din ako after leaving them without even saying goodbye. Pa'no kung siya galit din siya? Hindi naman siguro hindi ba?

"Gusto niya akong makita?" Tanong ko para maibsan na 'tong nararamdaman ko.

Simple itong tumango. "Oo, pati si Keycy. Naiinggit sila kasi ako nakakausap na kita tapos sila hindi..." bahagya pa siyang natawa. "They're jealous because I could talk to you and I don't." He added and it was a relief to me.

Hindi. Hindi sila gano'n. How dare I think of something like that to them. Bakit ba parang may trust issues ako? Kung pwede naman akong magtanong.

Then, I looked at Unique and to my surprise he is looking at me too! His eyes are serious and intently looking at me. Bakit ganiyan siya makatitig? Nakakalunod...

"Pwede ba tayong mag-usap?" I suddenly asked. I wanted to punch myself. Bakit bigla gano'n ang sinabi ko dahil lang sa titig niya sa akin?

"Yeah." He didn't think twice. Nakita ko pa ang pag kinang ng kaniyang mga mata. Napalunok naman ako.

Nagpaalam muna kami saglit kay Mia since nasa salas naman siya at nanonood nang favorite show niya.

"Galit ka ba sa akin?" Agarang tanong ko dito pagdating namin sa kusina. Tumitig ako sakaniya. I watched his reaction and he was slightly shocked at my question.