CHAPTER 26
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*•*•*•*• Harper's P.O.V *•*•*•*•
The next few days have been all torture, he's getting back at me. It even sucks more since he took away my voice, if he didn't take away my voice, I would be able to scream, in hopes of someone to hear me, but, NOPE.
Right now I'm still tied to this bed, I wonder what the guys are doing right now.
I wonder if the boys, and the girls are even looking for me, I mean they probably aren't since I was such a burden to them, but they promised to protect me, but then again promises aren't always kept....
"They don't really care about you"
"They never liked you"
"They hate you"
"They're happy that you're gone"
That annoying voice in my head kept saying, but there was one voice that stood out,
"They love you, and are going to find you."
MY THOUGHTS ARE CONFUSING.
I stiffened as I heard the door to the basement open and steps coming down the stairs.
"Heyyyyy babe! H-how's it g-goin'?" Bobby slurred, and dragged out his words. He's drunk. I then felt a hand slap my face, which made my whole head turn. "Answer. Me." He said through gritted teeth.
"Hi." My voice came out slightly above a whisper. He smirked, and I seen something in his eyes, something that I didn't want to see, lust. Just by that I could tell what was going to happen, and I started shaking in fear.
He slowly undresses himself and was now on top of me..
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Bobby finally finished, but not before thrusting into me once again.
He didn't tie me up when he left, and I was grateful for that.
I curled up into a ball, and cried. The pain was unbearable, unimaginable.
My legs are so sore, just moving my legs hurt.
This is the second time he has raped me, SECOND.
I hated myself. I felt dirty. I felt used. Unloved. Worthless. Like a piece of garbage.
I was finally starting to like the person i became but now I'm back to how i used to be.
Broken, scared, petrified.
I'm a different person from when I meant the boys, to now.
I hated that person I was, I was so fragile.
I was a new Harper after the boys helped me recover but now I'm back to the old Harper.
The Harper I hated, the one who flinched whenever someone touched her, the one who was scared of the world, the one who was broken in every way possible. I HATED HER. I'm basically saying I hated myself, and it's true I hated my old self, but just as I changed to become a new Harper, a better one, everything came crashing down.
My life is so screwed up, it would be so much better if I wasn't even in the world. So many people would be happier. The boys, and girls, won't have to worry about me, and I wouldn't be a burden to them.
Why can't john, and Bobby kill me already, I don't want to live like this anymore. I can't live like this anymore. When will god realize I have had enough and just kill me?
My brain hurt so much from thinking, and my head hurt so much from crying, that I just fell asleep on the floor curled up in a ball.
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I awoke with a jolt. I had another nightmare.
In this one I was with the boys and girls, but they couldn't see me, it was as if I was invisible. They started talking and saying how happy they were that I got kidnapped, and that it was the best thing.
*•*•*•*• louis' P.O.V *•*•*•*•
I miss my sister, I miss her so much! Everyone is taking it hard,we basically just sit in our rooms all day doing nothing because the police said not to do anything. They're getting closer to finding Harper apparently, and for that we are all grateful.
I can't imagine the pain she's going through right now, it just reminds me of how she was the first time we met her, because when she comes back she is going to be the broken girl again.
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SORRY!
late chapter .. And it's short :(
I was busy . MERP.
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