My Ideal Gamer

Chapter 35

ETHAN POV

I already knew it but the fact that they went too far together made my blood ran cold and my heart beat explode. 

The both of them are facing me as I caught them red handed having an affair with each other. I couldn't help but to clench my fist hardly to control my rage while I'm glaring at this sored sight situation.

The more they stare at me looking like losers the more I'm getting fucking pissed off at these two. Kaya nag-walk out na lang ako as I openly slammed the door to get away from the rooftop quickly bago pa man sumunod si Hyuna sa akin. 

"Ethan!" I kept on hearing her voice calling out my name habang naglalakad ako pa-alis ng mabilis mula sa kanila habang si Hyuna ay tumatakbong sumusunod sa akin mula sa likuran ko.

I couldn't help but to be emotional as I stopped walking away further, my heart couldn't stop aching while my eyes are drowning from the tears I kept on holding back after seeing them together.

I know she's still behind me, I can recognize and feel her scent.

"Just go away or else I'll die right now." Kalmadong wika ko but at the same time there's frustration behind my tone.

I can hear her quite sobs from behind, God knows how much I loved her so much, how much I really wanted to turn around, mayakap siya nang mahigpit at sabihin na okay lang ang lahat when everything is not okay. I don't have the courage to face her nor touch her right now.

Habang nakatalikod pa rin ako sa kaniya she then suddenly slowly slide her arms and hugged me from behind. I can feel her head resting behind my back and her heart beat is so rapidly beating just like mine.

Hindi ko mapigilan na lumuha habang nakayakap siya sa akin mula sa likuran ko. I can't let her go. 

"Ethan.. I'm really really really sorry.." Her tone sounded weak as she apologized. "I've always avoided him Ethan, kahit ma nagiging rude at cold ako sa kaniya he's still stubborn. Trust me I've tried and did so much to push him away but he wants me back, he loves me so much that he'll risk his life to get me back again." Pagpapahayag ni Hyuna as she hugged me a bit tight from behind.

"You should've told me Hyuna.. Bakit hind mo sinabi sa akin?" Dismayadong wika ko as I raised my head to stop my tears continuously crawling through my cheeks.

"Kasi mahal ko pa rin siya. Maraming beses ko nang sinubukan na alisin siya sa puso ko kaso wala.. He's still stuck in my heart Ethan.." 

I heaved a deep sigh of agony nang aminin niyang mahal niya pa rin ang ex niya. I can't help anymore but to turn around and face her, holding her hands as I look straight sa mga mata niyang namamaga kagaya ko. "Paano ako Hyuna? Did you ever loved me the way I loved you a million times? Have I ever been stuck in your heart too kagaya ni Denxel? Is he way more better than me? Am I not enough for you, m-my love is not enough?" Dismayadong wika ko habang nakatingin sa mga mata niya to determine her feelings.

She looked at me softly as she chuckled but I could see in her eyes that she's hurt too, that she never wanted this to happen with me. "You're so perfect Ethan, for me you are a perfection. How could you be so loving, sweet and caring? Kahit sinong babae they'd be so lucky that you're their man. I loved you Ethan, your love was more than enough that I could asked for."