The Feral Mate

chapter 16

I opened the door and it was Pasha, “morning” I half smiled, he looked like he didn’t sleep a wink last night, “please come in” Pasha walked in with his head bowed like he was in trouble, I hugged him as he passed me, Titan didn’t like me doing that but I held out my hand to say its fine, Pasha wrapped his arms around me and apologised to me, “why are you saying sorry to me? It’s not you fault, you saved me, you are my hero” “I don’t feel like a hero at the moment, I was the one that convinced you to join this pack, for what? You to get attacked by an Alpha” Titan scratched his nails on the floor, “I haven’t told him who attacked me, he is the True Alpha, not Victor” “River, would you tell me what happened last night?”

I sat down on the bed, Pasha stood in front of me, still with his head down as Titan stayed standing at the door, “Victor asked me to go to his room again, I just thought that it was going to be about Huxley because Victor came to my room in the morning but I didn’t want to talk to him then as we were hungry, when I got to his room, he had just gotten out the shower, we flirted a little bit but nothing to major, but because I still refused to have sex with him, he got angry, calling me a tease, he grabbed me by the neck, shaming me against the wall then to the floor, he held on so tight, I could hardly breathe, I didn’t know what to do? We started fight over my clothes, that’s when you turned up to save me, if you didn’t then I don’t know what would have happened, he was too strong for me” Titan growled.

“I heard a scream that was coming from his room, we all know how Victor is when I comes to sex” “Atlas did warn me about him” “did you have sex with him then?” “I told you last time, no I didn’t, Opal wouldn’t let me, just like she did with you in the car” Titan growled louder, Pasha and I looked at him, “saying it out loud, makes me sound like a whore, in the first week I was here, you, Victor and Petra tried it get in my pants” “Petra? She tried to get with you?” Pasha sounded pissed off, “yeah, she did, but you are worse than she is, how many times have you tried to get in my pants? 20 times more than she has” “but I'm not like Victor, when you tell me to stop, I do” “eventually you do, I'm joking, but I think after what happened with Victor, all the touching needs to stop, I don’t want another misunderstanding”.

“What about me? am I still allowed to touch you?” Pasha said looking upset, “I think it best it stops” “I will never hurt you like he did” “I know you wouldn’t but that’s what I want, at least for now, you never know, I might change my mind next week” I tried to reassure him that it wasn’t his fault that he couldn’t be handsy with me anymore, “ok, I will grant you your wish, in return all I ask is that you don’t hate this pack for what Victor did to you, I love this pack and I want you to love it to” “I'm not leaving if that’s what you’re getting at, I've finally been reunited with you and Petra, I'm not going anywhere, if I did, what would happen to him?” I said pointing to Titan, “he needs my help” “we all can help him, he is our True Alpha, I want to help this pack as much as I can, Alpha Huxley will be the best Alpha, I just know it”.

He stayed in my room for a little while, talking, “what do you think we should do about Victor?” I shrugged my shoulders, “how would I know? I'm just an 18-year-old Omega from a dying pack, I don’t know anything about running a pack”.

We both looked at Titan, “Titan, do you know what to do?” I asked, he nodded, “can you shift back and tell us” Pasha said Titan got up, walked behind me, he shook his head and then rested it on my shoulder, Pasha looked jealous that I was letting Titan touch me and that I told him, he wasn’t.

“You hungry? I said stroking Titan’s fur, “shall I go and get your food? Or would you like to come down to breakfast with me?” “River, he can’t go down like that, he will scare everyone, thinking that he is going on another rampage, I know that he is the True Alpha, but I don’t think there’s many Lycan’s here that know what he looks like, maybe, do you think he could shift so the Lycan’s can see what he looks like” “how about we take a picture of him, that way, we could share it to everyone to what he looks like” “do you have a group chat that the pack are on?” “Yeah, here is but only Victor can post on it, leave it with me, I will change a few things, I will add you both, does he have a phone?” “I doubt it” I said looking at Titan.

I felt that he had gotten on the bed but he was fast asleep, “well he isn’t going to come to breakfast with me” I joked, “wow, he fell asleep fast” “I bet he was up most of the night, watching over me protecting me, I feel safe here, I have you and him” “ok on a serious note, do you think we really can help him?” “Yeah, I think we can, I got him outside for the first time in five years, it may take some time, time we all have here” I said stroking a sleeping Titan.

“I think I'm going to give Alpha Leo a call, to ask about what to do with Victor” “please don’t tell him what happened to me, Nan will worry and I would most probably get shipped back there” “I won’t tell them, there’s other things I call tell them that he's done, would you like me to bring you some food up?” “No, it’s fine, there is a dumbwaiter in Huxley’s room, I will go and grab it in a little while” “ok” Pasha said leaning down and kissing my cheek, “oh, sorry, I already forgot about the no touching rule” “it’s fine”, Pasha left but come back with the food from Huxley’s room.