The Feral Mate

Chapter 33

“I loved Nisa, she loved me to but she also loved sleeping around even more” she let go of my hand, shocked again, slobber everywhere, “shocking right, a True Alpha’s mate fucking the pack, I knew about but I let it go because I loved her so much, when she found out that she was with pup, she told me out right that the pup want mine, I was heartbroken, but like I said, I loved her, so I let it go also” Opal nuzzled my face, “some of the Lycan’s in the pack started talking behind my back, I couldn’t take it anymore, Seth was the actual father of the pup, he's the one that I had a fight with, he was the one that killed Nisa and the pup, he wanted me too give her and the pup up and give them to him, he then said and I quote, ‘you know what, I don’t want her and I don’t want that pup’ then he killed them both, that’s when I flipped, Titan burst out and ripped him apart, I went wild, I ran into the woods, not to be seen for weeks, when I returned, Victor was trying to hold the pack together, I had destroyed the pack house, worse than I did that night a little while back, there was only six Lycan’s in the pack when I come back, there were 22, that’s when Titan and I went into my room and not come back out until you came, I didn’t think I would love another Lycan, but I love you more than I ever loved Nisa, Opal nuzzled me again, “Titan loves you too, I know he did a terrible thing to you, leaving you in the woods alone, he feels so guilty over it, he can’t forgive himself for his actions, wow, I think this is the most I've ever spoken since being classed as a feral” I joked.

In the morning, Opal was awake before I was, “morning Opal, River, sleep well?” She shook her head, “no? Bad dreams?” She nodded, “well its morning now, so there will be no more bad dreams, would you like to go sit outside today? I was told that it will be a beautiful day, don’t feel like I'm pushing you but, maybe you could try shifting” she shook her head, squinting her eyes at me, “that’s fine, when you are ready, maybe I could shift with you so we could all talk” she nodded.

I helped her to the bathroom, I could tell that she was embarrassed, it’s hard to use the toilet while in wolf form, she doesn’t want to shift, this was her only option.

I got the right medicine, ready this time, she took them straight away like a good wolf, I feel a lot more relaxed now that Opal and River are back home, she didn’t want to go down to breakfast at first, I bet its because she is in wolf form, Opal is a very nervous wolf but once Atlas showed up, she was already out the door before I could put my shoes on.

“Where’s Pasha?” I asked, “Eve stayed in his room last night, even though it was my turn” “he left with you last night, what happened?” “She was waiting for him outside his room, she didn’t look happy, Pasha asked me to return to my room for the night”.

Maybe she’s told him, that’s why he hasn’t come down for breakfast, he might be to upset? “If he hasn’t shown you when breakfast is finished, I will go and check on him, you two go out to our spot and I will meet you there”.

He hadn’t shown up, I helped Opal out as she was having a little difficulty moving her leg, Atlas wasn’t strong enough to help.

I went up to his room and knocked on his door, there was no answer, so I banged harder, the door popped open, “what?” Eve shouted, then shit herself when she looked at me standing there, “where is Pasha? He didn’t come down for breakfast” “he over slept, that’s all” “so he wasn’t upset by anything?” “Upset? Why should I be upset?” Pasha said, appearing behind Eve, “Opal, Atlas and I are going to sit outside, would you like to join us?” “Sorry not today, Eve wants to get some bits for the pup”.

Oh wow, she's still going on with the lie, knowing that she doesn’t have too much longer before I tell Pasha the truth, does she really think that she can get away with this? Or does she think that I won’t tell him? Not in my pack, “shopping for the pup, that sounds nice, well Atlas seemed upset at breakfast, saying that she missed you, its fine, she can stay with Opal and I while you shop for the pup” “oh wait, while I have you here, I have something for you” Pasha said as he went back into the room, I lent down and whispered, “I'm not joking, you have six days left” “here, I sketched up a mock-up of how it will look, I wanted to run it past you before I called Alpha Leo for some advice, you ok Eve? You look pale, this keeps happening, maybe we should go and see Dr Shelley” “I'm fine” “maybe she's just intimidated by me, later” I laughed as I walked off.

They were where I had left them, but where did all the snacks come from? “ladies” “didn’t Pasha want to come down?” “apparently they are going shopping for the pup” “but I thought” “wait” I stopped her “I haven’t told Opal and River” Atlas looked at Opal, “Eve is lying about being with pup, Eve told me that she cannot conceive a pup” Opal’s eyes widened, “I have given her a week to come clean or I will tell Pasha” “I can’t believe that she still hasn’t told him and that she is taking him out shopping to buy stuff for a non-existent pup, she's unbelievable” “I told you I will deal with it” “what's that?” Atlas said, pointing to the folder under my arm, “I was going to tell Opal and River about this later, when she gets better, but I suppose I could tell you all now, Brax come to me a few nights ago, he suggested on starting up a farm” Opal’s ears pricked up, “Pasha said that you would like it, let me show you the rough copy”.