The Feral Mate

Chapter 67

We left the pup sleeping on the bed as Huxley and I sat on the floor, he waited until I had started eating, “Huxley, I would like to apologise for earlier” “don’t be, it’s my fault, I should have stopped when you told me to, if I did then there wouldn’t have been anything to be sorry for, it’s just when you said that when the pup comes, there will be no time for me, I thought I should get what I can, when I can” “yeah, the pup will take up a lot of our time but do you really think I can go from all this mind blowing sex to nothing? Not a chance, I still need that dick of yours, remember, I want lots of pups” “I really want to fuck you right now” he sadly whispered, knowing that he can’t touch me like that tonight, “save it up till tomorrow, I will let you have free reign over me” he looked happy with that.

Huxley ate all of his dinner and a little bit of mine, I ate slowly so he could eat some of mine, I still wasn’t feeling to hungry, it’s been a few days that I haven’t been feeling hungry, even when I was in wolf form, maybe I could ask Koza or Dr Shelley about it, saying that all I have been craving is these boba tea Macca balls, RJ brings me them for me almost every day when he comes home from work, he also brought me them while I was in hospital, I haven’t had them in two days, RJ has been in heat so he hasn’t been in work.

“Why do you look sad? You look as sad as I feel” I reached up and touched his face, “please don’t be sad, its only one night” “I know but why are you sad? I know its not for the same reason, I want sex, what do you want?” I laughed at his pouting face, “no, its not for the same reason, I’m not hungry but I’m craving them mochi things RJ gets me” “would you like me to go get you some?” “No, I bet the shop is shut at this time of night” “if my pregnant mate wants them squishy things, then she will get them squishy things, I bet he has some stashed away somewhere, I will go ask him” he lent forward, gave me a kiss as he stood up, “RJ is on heat” “I’m only going to ask him” he left the room.

I sat on the floor, I know I need set up the crib for the pup to sleep in, I know Huxley wouldn’t do it, he would just say let the pup sleep in the bed with us, just one more minute, then I will get up, I thought but a knock at the door made me change my plan, I got up and answered the door, it was Pasha, “checking up on us already?” “No, no, I just spoke to Huxley as he was leaving, I just don’t if he told you when Skoll needs feeding” “he’s only going to talk to RJ for a minute but when I got here earlier, I did notice this on the table” I walked back in the room and grabbed the piece of paper and showed Pasha, “it’s feeding times, nappy changes, when he fell asleep” “wow, he prepared” he laughed.

I went silent for a second, “River, you, ok?” “Pasha, can I ask you something?” “You’re making me nervous, what is it?” “How hard is it… being a new parent? I’m starting to get scared that I’m not good enough, looking after Skoll or Harvi is different, if I struggle with them, I can always ask for help from you, Atlas or Koza, but… When it comes to my own pup, I can’t do that” “I do understand where you are coming from, before, when Eve told me she was with pup, I didn’t know what to do, pups were furthest from my future plans, I took every precaution for it not to happen, I came around to having a pup really quick, that’s all I could focus on, I looked up a few things on line and I brought a few books to, I was adamant that I wasn’t going to change any dirty nappies nor doing any of the night feeds, but now, we do 50/50 nappies but I do most of the night feeds, by the looks of it, Huxley will most likely be the same, you ladies have the pups and as males will look after them” “deal” I said as we hugged.

“You trying to steal my mate away from me?” Atlas said, standing at the door, “not Pasha, maybe you Atlas” I said winking at her, “that sounds sexy, I wouldn’t mind watching that” Pasha laughed, “Atlas do you want to leave them hugging and come and mate with me? I’m so horny at the moment” Huxley said stepping behind her and putting him arm around her waist, pulling her closer to him, I was jealous, this must be how Atlas and Huxley feel when Pasha and I say things like that.

I don’t like it, I want to pull her out of his arms, I want to be in his arms, not her, “SHE’S MINE” Pasha shouted, making Skoll wake and start to cry, Huxley was the furthest Lycan away but got to the pup first, he picked him up, Pasha, Atlas and I looked on shocked as Huxley rocked Skoll from side to side, he looked up and said “what? The pup was crying”.

Pasha let me go “ok, you two can get out of my room now, go and get some reast or go and make Skoll a little brother or little sister, I don’t care, just get out” Huxley laughed as I went over to stand next to him, “let me snap a pic of you four first” “four?” I said confused, but Huxley put his hand on my stomach, I was so happy I could cry.

Atlas snapped a few photos before leaving with Pasha we stood there for a little while as Skoll was in Huxley’s arms, “do you think he's hungry?” I said as I touched his little foot, Huxley finally let me go and went to pick up the piece of paper that Pasha had put on the bed, he muttered something under his breath then said “yes, in about 20 minutes he is due for a feed, I will go and prepare his bottle” Huxley went to leave the room, “would you like me to take the pup?” “No, it's okay, he can come for the walk”.

I was left in the room alone, is this how Huxley will be with our own pup? I got excited just at that thought.

I know Huxley said that he wanted to be a hands on dad to our pup, but he maybe to hands on, I may have nothing to do.

Huxley got back with the pup bottle, in hand, “here” Huxley said handing me a bag, when I opened it, it was full of snacks and fruit, “what's all this for?” “You just rest and let me take over” “take over what? You've done everything, what’s brought this on?” I said getting an apple out the bag and biting into it “your carrying my pup and I want you to rest, that’s all”.

I sat there eating my apple, watching Huxley feed Skoll, but when it came to changing Skoll's clothes, I could tell he was getting a little frustrated with the pup, Skoll would fidget, every time Huxley would put an arm in and went to put the other one in, the first arm would pop out, “come on little pup, work with me, please put your arm in, I will put you in time out” I laughed at Huxley’s little threat, I couldn't wait to lay there and watch Huxley play with our own pup.