The Feral Mate

Chapter 61

Koza, Robin and two other Lycan’s were already in the office, they were her parent’s, they didn’t look happy when Asha walked into the office, Robin smiled, Asha didn’t see as his head was bowed so low, all he saw was the floor, he didn’t want to look at anyone in the eye, Huxley sat in his chair and I sat on his lap, Asha stood in the middle of the room, he looked so defeated, he thinks he is going to get kicked out, but I won’t let that happen, “Asha, what do you have to say for yourself?” he looked up at Huxley and myself, he was crying, it broke my heart that he was going through all this shit, that I could have prevented but I was busy getting railed by my mate.

He looked over at Robin, she smiled at him again, he turned to face her and went down to his knees, bowing his head, “I'm sorry for what I have done, I didn’t hurt her or touch her in any way, I just wanted help but… I just couldn’t express what I was feeling, my body wanted to do things I wasn’t ready for, sorry Robin for scaring you, I will understand if you never want to talk to me ever again” the room fell silent, I really wanted to go to him, to hug him, to make him feel better, but I was in so much pain, I could hardly move without it hurting.

“If you and your family wish to leave the pack, you have my blessing” Huxley said, Asha seemed to get lower to the ground, “I would like to apologise for my son’s actions, if you would like any compensation, name it” “that won’t be necessary” said the male “please introduces yourselves, my mate has been in hospital” “my name is Rick, my mate is called Bea, this is our oldest daughter Robin, we also have a son who is fast asleep, he is called Vincent but he likes to be called Vash” “its very nice to meet you, my name is River, sorry I cannot get up to shake your hand, I have a few broken ribs” “there was an incident, the day before you got here” “that’s how Asha got shot? Protecting his little brother?” Robin said softly, her voice is very calming, even to a Omega like me, “yeah, it was, he also wanted to protect my pregnant mate, so this was very out of character for Asha, he's been doing so well the past six months working with River, looking after the horses and the retreat, I know there is no excuse for what Asha has done, please keep that in your mind on making your decision on if you will be staying, also, think back to your first rut or heat, I know when mine came, I fucked the first Omega I came across, consensual of course” “Huxley, language, for me, I was 15, I was in town with my best friend Pasha, he is in this pack also, he wanted to mate with me in the road but he held back, just like Asha did”.

The room fell silent again, all I could think about was how sad Asha looks, he knows he has messed up pretty bad, its all down to her parents to decide what they want to do.

Robin got up from her chair with protests from her parents, she knelt down in front of him, she took his hand, “I forgive you, you never hurt me, I was scared but you didn’t touch me, I thought the same, I thought it was love at first sight” Asha looked at her, she smiled at him and said “we will be mated one day, just not yet” “I will wait forever, so does that mean your not going to leave the pack?” “no, we will be staying, I'm not going to leave you, my parents aren’t happy with you, I'm not going anywhere” Asha lifted up Robin’s hand and kissed it, “Robin, I think that’s a decision your parents should make” “Alpha Huxley, they may choose to leave but I will be staying” “Rick? Bea?” “Looks like we are staying, we would never abandon our daughter but some restrictions need to be put in place” Rick answered, “what do you suggest?”

It was agreed that Asha moved into the main pack house, that wasn’t I big change, as that was going to happen in the near future, he moved into Pasha’s old room.

Huxley carried me to our room and finally put me down on the bed, I started to take my clothes off, “River, no, we aren’t having anymore sex, I know I said I was going to fuck you till morning, I was out of my mind and I didn’t realize how much pain you were in” “so you didn’t enjoy it?” “Well, I wouldn’t say that, why didn’t you tell me that you were in pain? I saw your face while Asha was hugging you, that I wasn’t happy with, but I'm sure I fucked you a lot harder than he hugged you” “yeah, you did, but if I told you, I know you would have stopped and I didn’t want to, Huxley, please help me take my PJs off” “I told you, no sex” “I'm in so much pain, the pain killers aren’t working, I know I said I would shift with Asha and I know this will hurt but I can’t take it anymore”.

Huxley helped me get up off then bed, I say he helped me take my clothes off, he took them all off, I didn’t do anything, he gave me a kiss then went to sit on the bed, leaving me stood naked in the middle of the room, my body shook in fear, making my body hurt more, I was so scared as was Opal, ‘you ready Opal?’ ‘No, just… Just do it’ ‘3 2 1’.

“AHHHHHHHHHHH” my scream echoed around the pack house.