Loving, Mr Waters

CHAPTER THREE

MATTHEW
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?
I reread the texts Thando and I exchange today for the seventh time, this is the first time her and I have texted so much and I honestly don't know what to make of this.
You know exactly what this is, my mind disagrees. Yesterday something shifted between us, something I've never felt towards her and today seeing her wearing those gym clothes which shaped her ass perfectly and those pajamas of hers made everything worse. My cock has never gotten that hard for anyone and that alone counts for someone.
Fuck.
This is fucking wrong on so many levels especially because this is Thando. I've witness her growing up closely and to me she's always been Kayla's friend or my little sister but now I can't help but see her as a grown woman. I don't know when she changed so much but my God she is the most beautiful woman I've laid my eyes on. Five foot seven, dark skin, thick body and a killer smile. One look of her smiling at me has me already fearing that with only her smile she is very capable of breaking down every wall I've built.
After tucking Trey to bed a while back I've been trying to sleep but my mind is clouded with Thando's face and no matter what do I can't get her out of my mind.
For Christ sake, I'm thirty-five years, surely I should be able to control my mind by now.
I definitely should control my mind otherwise Kayla will kill me if she even tiny suspect that I have my eyes on her best friend.
But most importantly does Thando see me as her brother? Surely not, right?
Yesterday I'm positive we we're going to kiss if it wasn't for Dennis following me around plus I also saw the way she looked at me today.
Because I can't stop thinking about her I decide to open my Instagram, search her profile and that's when I see her pictures. I stroll down seeing different pictures of her which I can't stop staring at. I came across one of her picture wearing a sun flower dress, smiling so beautifully I feel that smile shooting fires all over my body.
What in the world is happening here?
I decide to log off before I obsess but see that I hit like on one of her pictures by mistake.
Fuck, what do I do? Do I unlike it before she notices?
I decide to leave it at that and log off immediately before I like more of her pictures.
"You're in trouble Matthew." I scold myself as I try sleeping but again fail.
Maybe a cold shower will do.
I hop off the bed, grab my lube in the drawer and walk into the shower. I get inside making sure the water is cold then start touching my cock imagining it's Thando touching me.
"Fuck, I'm going to hell for this." I moan as I continue stroking my cock, my cock getting harder as I close my eyes seeing a glimpse of her on her knees taking me deep in her throat.
"Fuuuck." I growl loud as I climax, my cum shooting all over the shower. I stare at my cock that is still hard, laughing at how crazy this all is.
As bad as what I just did I can't deny that was really good. I'm so fucked and it frustrates me that I can't do anything with all of this because this isn't just a random woman.
Woman?
Yeah, you're totally fucked Matthew Waters.
Honestly, did it really have to be my sisters best friend who gets my cock this hard out of everyone?
I decide right then that tomorrow I'm taking Trey to school myself. Although Thando is not Treys class teacher she teaches at his school so I'm hoping I'll see her and then I'll be reminded that I'm way older than her and she is off limits.
"Maybe I should tell her to start calling me big brother?" I mutter to myself laughing at my absurd idea. I hop in bed and force myself to sleep before I get more crazy ideas.

The following morning after using my house gym as usual I get my son ready before I cook us breakfast which consists of eggs, bacon, buttered bread and a freshly squeezed orange juice. Trey walks in the room looking as handsome as the day he was born and sits on his favorite chair by the counter.
"Morning dad." He greets me as he packs his school bag.
As I look at him I hear the words of my mother always joking about how Trey will be a heartbreaker one day.
I hope that's not true at all.
"Morning bud." I greet back messing with his hair. "How did you sleep?"
"Like a baby." He answers either being his actual smart self or ignoring the fact that he is a baby himself. "What time did you fetch me yesterday?"
"Around eleven. Did you have a great time with Auntie Thando?"
"The best." He smiles the action lighting up his whole face and in that moment I'm reminded of how much my son likes Thando. The fact that every year she bakes him his favorite cake makes her one of his favorite people. I dish us breakfast handing him his plate and he gets right to it. My son loves food and truly eats with a passion.
"What did you and your auntie do yesterday?" I pry as I sit on one of the chairs eating my food.
"We made pizza and watched my favorite movie." He tells me with his mouth full of food. "Oh no! Did she give you your takeout? We dished up some pizza for you."
"She did and guess what? I ate all of it last night." I tell him. "Thanks to you both I ate the best pizza I've ever had." I tell him. I'm not lying, I really did eat the pizza last night and it was really mouthwatering.
He agrees. "I know."
"Hey! And here I thought mine was the best pizza you've ever had." I act offend.
He giggles. "Yours is my favorite favorite Daddy."
My heart melts. I'm so thankful that this cute boy is mine and I'm his father. Unable to help it I kiss him all over his face.
"Why thank you, Mr Waters." I take a sip of my juice. "By the way I'm taking you to school." I eye him waiting for his reaction. I know he loves when I take him to school but I also know that he loves when his chauffeur, Samuel takes him to school.
"Aren't you going to work today?" He asks.
I certainly have to be at work but the perks of having your own company is that you can show up anytime plus I do have to see a certain someone but my son doesn't need to know that.
"I do but I don't have to be in early."
"Oh okay then." He shrugs.
After breakfast we both grab our stuff and walk to the garage where I open my Mercedes for Trey to climb in, after making sure both our seatbelts are fasten I hit the road.
"Umm...Daddy?" Trey stammers. I know that voice very well, it means he's nervous about something.
"Yeah?"
"C-can we.." He clears his throat. "Never mind. We can talk about it after school."
"You sure?" I ask him even though I know he won't talk about whatever is bothering him now.
"Yes."
"You do know you can talk to me about anything, right?"
"I know dad. We will talk later." He says looking outside the window clearly not ready to talk to me yet. Our ride to school is silence until we get to school. After making sure he has everything with him we both walk inside his school gate going to class.
"Bye dad. Have a great day at work." He says already on his way to classroom.
"What? No, I love you dad today?" I call after him and stare at him as he roll his eyes before he says "I love you." and continues walking.
"I love you too." I tell him even though he's walked inside his classroom.
They really do grow up fast. I'm just glad that he's not yet in a stage where he tells me not to tell him that I love him around people. I turn around walking towards Thando's class when I bump into Miss Ruler. This is definitely not the time. This woman flirts with me every time she sees me and no matter how many times I've told her that I'm not interested she doesn't get it.
"Matthew." She purrs.
Good God, I'm not in the mood for her let alone her high pitched voice.
"Miss Ruler." I say being as professional as possible hoping she will get the message behind my tone but I should know better by now Miss Ruler here doesn't care about being professional.
She slaps me in the chest giggling. "Nonsense, it's Ruth. I've told you countless of times to call me by my first name." She bates her eyelashes at me trying to appear sexy looking anything but. I'm about to reply her when I see Thando walking to her classroom.
To say she's beautiful would be an understatement.
The woman is exquisite.
It's August meaning the sun is shining brightly here in LA but although it's a bit windy today she's wearing a non-sleeveless black dress, her braids neatly styled in a ponytail and wearing black stilettos.
A sight for sore eyes!
My cock jumps to life as I continue sizing her, I shift around uncomfortably trying to play it cool and that's when she sees me. She stands by her classroom door looking completely surprised to see me but I don't blame her. To be fair her reaction is normal, I don't usually drop Trey right at his classroom door. The only time I do that is when I have to attend a parents meeting or have something important to say to one of the teachers. My eyes lock with hers as she stares at my chest that Ruth put her hand on. We both stare at each other and Ruth chooses that time to slowly whisper something in my ear that I totally I can't make sense of. Thando's face shifts from surprise to being annoyed real quick and because I don't like that look at her I gently push Miss Ruler off of me but the woman doesn't get it as she firmly attach herself to me. Thando gives me a disappointment look before she enters her class shutting the door with a bang and I wince knowing that is directed at me.
Fuck this is not how I planned on things happening between us today.
"Well, what do you think?" I look at the woman next to me not bothering to answer her. I walk half-way to Thando's classroom but stops myself suddenly feeling nervous.
What am I going to say?
"Hey I jerked off yesterday with the thoughts of you deep throating me."
What a joke.
Maybe this is good, maybe this will remind her that we're not suppose to have these feeling that are starting to develop between us.
Feelings? What the fuck am I talking about?
As much as I try convincing myself what I'm doing is for the better for us I can't help feeling sad that I'm the reason for Thando's disappointed face.
I walk to my car pissed with Thando, these emotions I'm feeling and mostly myself for actually caring about how she feels.
I know exactly what needs to be done and since I'm the oldest one here it obviously means I'm the one who has to set things straight. I take my phone and text Thando right away before I change my mind.
Me: Hey, I actually came to school hoping to talk to you but we didn't get a chance. So I'm hoping I can come by your house later and we can talk then?
I hit send and drive off praying nothing pisses me more today. Five hours later my phone buzzes with a text from Thando with just a single word.
Thando: Okay.
Great. Just what I need.