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Seungha Choi was unusually perceptive for a child from a very young age.

'Mom likes Dad.'

Her mother's gaze, which occasionally came out of the room, never fell on her, but was always on her father.

Those gazes were sometimes sad, sometimes angry, and sometimes empty, but there was no way young Seungha Choi could recognize them.

Seungha Choi was just a question.

'But dad doesn't like mom. 'Why?'

Isn't marriage something that happens between people who love each other?

My father rarely came home, to the point where it was hard to even see his face.

Choi Seung-ha, who had not known until then that his father was living in two households, thought.

'I guess I like my job better than my mom.'

I didn't really want to see my dad.

Because I don't remember Choi Seung-ha liking his father.

'He doesn't even praise me, he just frowns, and it's not good.'

His father held him in his arms and looked at him lovingly only when he met people for the first time.

And it was the same for my mom.

It was only in those places that I reached out to my mother and pretended that we were on good terms with her.

- Damn acting. boring. really... ... .

One day, Choi Seung-ha tilted his head when he heard his mother mumbling something as she put down the champagne glass and turned her back.

... ... What is smoke?

It was easy to find out the meaning of the words.

'Acting means pretending to be fake.'

I always wondered what was so funny when my peers and their parents laughed happily.

'But that was acting.'

Young Seungha Choi concluded that their actions were also acting.

'When I think about it, there were a lot of people around those people. Like boring gatherings that my dad takes my mom and me to.'

I never thought my house was strange.

It was natural.

If I had ever remembered being loved even once, I would have known that the current situation was strange... ... Choi Seung-ha had never received much love from her parents.

Then one day it happened.

I overheard the conversation of the people who prepared food and cleaned the room.

Choi Seung-ha, hiding behind the wall, listened to their conversation.

"It's unfortunate that your wife is a real woman... ... ."

"What are you doing worrying about the people you have? "Let's just get to work."

"How do you not worry? You heard it too. that day"

"It's not the worst thing to turn a blind eye to my pregnant wife."

Although Choi Seung-ha learned language surprisingly quickly, he did not yet know difficult words.

Pregnant wife?

Are you looking away?

Something that even Geumsuman couldn't do?