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< 35 > Finding comfort in his embrace

Abir :)

Last two days they kept her under observation. She was constantly losing her senses and then getting it back after some time.. It kept happening for two days and today she was a little normal. She only allowed her mom to visit her and she told the nurse to keep all the curtains closed. She not only restricted people from meeting her, also restricted them from watching her from far..

These two days were more torturous for me, because she was in her sense, but I was not able to talk to her.. I was dying to talk to her, but she was not letting me. And I was okay with it, her comfort comes first. I used to stay at night here for the last week, but after she got her senses back, Maahira aunty started staying here as well. Because in case she would need anything, only aunty can help her. Not me. But still I stay here at night for my own peace of mind..

It's around 2:00 am.. I was not getting sleep. Because the whole day I just sit at a place without doing anything productive , so I don't get tired and don't get sleep either.. Maahira aunty was sleeping in another room.. I was sitting outside of her room.. Ziya was inside the room, she was doing her regular check up.. The door got opened, I looked up at her to know about mishti's health condition..

"There's one good news for you! " She began, I raised my eyebrows and stood up from my seat.. "I got an approval for you, you can meet her, " she added, my eyes opened, wide open. I stared at her in shock, she had a proud smile like she did an achievement.. "I asked her whether you could meet her or not.. She was hesitating at first, but then I forced her a little, saying you are dying to talk to her. And of course, she melted in seconds and told me to let you come inside! "

Hearing her words, I started jumping.. I pulled out my phone and looked at myself on the camera.. I fixed my hair.. I let out a deep breath.. "You can't believe how grateful I am for having you.. You are doing a lot for me, literally! " I said, I was genuinely thankful to her. Never have I ever thought she would play such an important act in my life.. She chuckled after hearing me..

"I think you should just meet her before she changes her mind! " She said, I nodded my head and took a deep breath.. As I pushed the door slowly, it made a little noise.. Ziya came with me.. Her eyes were staring at the wall, she did not move her gaze towards the door.. I couldn't understand whether to sit ; sit where her eyes were looking at or sit where the table was.. After having a battle in my head, I sat down on the table.. She was still not starting at me..

My poor heart was happy with it, I was feeling extremely happy because she let me come inside. I was sitting beside her, it's enough for me.. Ziya and I stayed there for two minutes and finally she decided to give me attention.. As her head slowly tilted towards me, my heartbeat raised.. I gulped..

I could feel my heartbeat in my throat, like it was all set to jump. I bit my lower lip, she moved her gaze to me.. A small smile crept over my lips, she was wearing the oxygen mask.. All the pipes were still connected to her body parts.. As her eyes stayed on me for a minute, the machine started making sounds, showing the irregularity of her heartbeat.. I got scared , my eyes glued on the machine..

"Her heartbeat increased after seeing you, " Ziya chuckled , after hearing her words I looked down at Mishti. I took a breath of relief, she was still staring at me.. Ziya left the room, and the room filled with complete silence.. I couldn't understand what to say.. A tear made it's way from her eyes and fell from the corner of her eyes. I didn't know why she was crying, I could not understand what to ask, I was confused about everything.

Only thing I knew was I didn't like her tear, it gave me pain when I saw her face becoming a little gloomy.. "I missed you...! " I whispered, she took a deep breath, maybe she was trying to control her emotions.. "If you are uncomfortable, then I should leave, " I said, but she shook her head a little.. I sighed and looked at her..