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Mishti :)

I have been crying since Abir left. My anger and insecurities overpowered all my emotions and now I was just feeling guilty for not letting him tell his part of the story.. It's 5:10 pm, I got off the bed.. I was looking like a mess, I changed my outfit into a decent one and grabbed my keys.. I drove my car to the Rajvansh house..

Better late than never..

Everyone who was present in the hall greeted me, I was so zoned out that I didn't see whoever was present there.. "Your eyes are looking puffy! " Aunty asked me in concern, "I want to talk to Abir, " I uttered in a low and lifeless tone, nobody asked me further question and let me go.. Each steps towards his room felt heavy, I should have just let him talk rather than shouting and yelling at him..

What did you get Mishti?

My sixth sense mocked me, I slowly pushed the door.. Abir jerked his head towards me , I noticed how his dark brown eyes had turned red and how swollen his face was looking.. It broke my already broken heart, I walked towards him shutting the door behind me.. He wiped away the tears and stood up.

He inserted his hands in his white hoodie pocket and stared at me like I was a stranger.. My chest became heavy.. "Whatever I said, I am sorry for that... I didn't want to yell at you.. It's the over explosion which came out at the wrong time, " I muttered, it didn't make any sense after what I had told him.. He remained silent, I forwarded my hand to hold his hand but he moved back..

Tears gathered in my eyes, but I held it back..

"I am sorry! " I whispered, he remained quiet and it was killing me.. "Let's talk and clear the misunderstanding.. I don't want to ruin our relationship, " he whispered, his stare changed after hearing to me.. Not in a good way, but in a dangerous way..

He took a step ahead, I took a step back. He stopped when my back pressed against the wall, his eyes pinned me against the wall and my throat dried.. "What relationship? Which relationship? " He questioned me, a tear rolled down my eyes, but I wiped it off quickly.

"I cheated on you right? So it ended right there! Nothing is left anymore, " he whispered, his tone was dangerously cold, it made me steel.. "I am sorry, I don't know what to say other than this, " I whispered, I was feeling ashamed and devastated.. "No! You were right.. I cheated on you.. You should slap me for my act rather than saying sorry, " I couldn't control my tears anymore..

"No you didn't, stop please, " I pleaded, "When the whole world was saying, you believed them right? Now your ex-boyfriend is saying to you, why can't you believe him. Oh guess what! You never trust him actually, " I looked down, his words were hurting my heart like someone has stabbed it with a knife. My eyes were not crying, but my heart was bleeding.. The pain I gave him returned back to me like a heat wave..

"Can you stop saying that? All the situations that took place, it disturbed my mind.. Yesterday, the whole day I kept getting all the rumours and nothing could keep my mind sane! " I said, I raised my eyelids and looked straight into his eyes.. "You thought so low of me? So low? I am what? An womanizer? Who uses girls to warm his bed? "

I clutched the thick fabric of his hoodie in a tight grip, tears rolling down my spine , I shook my head.. I hurt him to a level from which he can't come back.. "Stop saying it again and again.. " I begged him, at this point I didn't even want to hear a bloody explanation, I just wanted to take back my horrible words which I spoke to Abir..

"Abir Rajvansh cheated on the girl, whom he loved the most in the entire world. The girl for whom he fought against the death.. The girl for whom he can kill and die.. The girl whom he cherishes the most.. The girl who is his entire fucking world. And the girl whom he thought to propose for marriage! " He whispered, his last word shook me to the core.. I stared at him, I was dumbstruck..