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< 50 > She being bold & sassy..

Abir :)

I walked towards  Sharanya's room, I needed to sort things out between us. She's not in the room, it's the wedding day. She must be with Ziya, I turned back to leave, but then I spotted her coming towards her room.. I stopped her, she tried to walk past me, but I held her hand. "I am getting late, I need to get ready, " she said to me without even looking at me..

"I am sorry, " I muttered, she's still struggling to find a way to go inside the room .. "I AM TELLING YOU I AM SORRY! " I hit the door, she jumped at her face and stared at me with wide open eyes.. She started crying, obviously it's fake.. I cleared my throat and calmed myself down.. "There's mishti, her brothers never irritate her.. And here is my brother who is apologizing to me by yelling at me, " she cried, my ears were on the verge of bleeding..

"Enough of the drama? " I stated, she made a straight face and crossed her arms above her chest.. "You were at fault, still I am saying sorry, " I reminded her, "Why did you shout at me in front of everyone? " She complained like a child.. "That's why I am saying sorry, it won't happen again , I promise. But you should stop pulling such dangerous stunts again.. How could you send her into a forest all alone, " I said calmly..

"You guys haven't talked for a long time. I thought if you both stay in the woods for longer, then you will melt for her.. But it didn't take you a minute to find her and take her to the mansion, " she frowned, Sharanya never makes any sense, I wasn't expecting her to make any sense today as well.. She always listens to her heart, hence land herself in trouble with everyone.. I hugged her, "I know you care for me, but let us solve our situation.. You enjoy the wedding, " I said and broke our hug..

She let out a deep breath and rolled her eyes. "Hm.. Okay.. " She said, I hit her head slightly, everyone's trying to solve things between us except the girl I want.. I was heading towards papa's room, I saw Mishti going to her room, she was busy in her own thoughts so she didn't even notice me.. Fine! It's making me more upset. If she thinks she will ignore me and it will affect me , then she's wrong here..

I knocked on the door, if I would delay more then papa would be more angry.. Mumma opened the door, I smiled at her.. "Where is your dear husband? " I asked her in a low whisper, in return she slapped my shoulder and gestured for me to go inside.. I stepped into the room, papa was sitting over a sofa. As soon as I entered the room, he grabbed an article book and started reading it..

"I thought you can't read anything without glasses, " he was clearly acting, after hearing me he pulled the article close to his eyes. "The book is upside down, " I chuckled, mumma laughed with me.. He realized he was not holding the book in correct order, he cleared his throat and held it correctly.. I kept the book on the table and kneeled down in front of him ..

"I am sorry, I am really ashamed of my act. Please forgive me! " I said in a sincere tone, he crossed his arms over his chest and looked at the other side.. I looked back at my mumma, she acted like a stranger and went outside. I have to do this all alone.. "You know what happened that day.. I was extremely angry.. I know I shouldn't have said all that to you, but I was angry and I couldn't control myself, " I expressed, he looked at me..

"But you were right.. You are a grown up man, just because I am your father, that doesn't give me any rights to interfere in your personal space, " he said, I shut my eyes.. He remembers each & every word.. "I know what your intentions were.. You have never interfered in my personal life until the situation demands. I was extremely violent and mishti was alone with me.. So you were concerned.. But trust me I would kill myself before causing her any harm.. I wouldn't have done anything to her, " I said, deep furrows crept over his forehead..

"I am sorry for my tone.. Before leaving the house I could have apologized to you, but I wasn't in a good state of mind. And I didn't want to pretend and say a formal apology just for the sake of the situation.. Sorry, please forgive me! " I folded my hands, it's me who was hurt more. I had never raised my voice in front of my father, he is my role model, my inspiration. But that day I did it and I am still ashamed of my act..