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Abir :)

When we both got married two years ago, there was a fear in my heart. I didn't know whether we both would be able to handle our marriage or not. Because before our wedding we had gone through a lot of shit and we parted away every time. So I was scared, but the way these two years went smoothly, it made me believe that sometimes we should let ourselves go with the flow.

It's not like we never fought, if today I am angry with her then tomorrow she will be angry with me, fighting with each other was a daily cycle, but it never lasts more than an hour.. We have decided to sort out everything before going to bed and that has been continuing till now.. We have gone on several honeymoon trips as well, sometimes we take advantage of our outdoor work..

I have gone to India for two weeks, and when I returned back I noticed some changes in her behavior. Like she was anxious and was trying to say something but was not conveying. When she mentioned the doctor's things, I became worried about her health. I tried to ask her about her reports or told her to do a check up again. But she's stubborn and told me to visit the doctor after my birthday..

I postponed the birthday because she wanted me to, I would do anything for her.. But it's an official party and I had to postpone it at the last moment. So papa was a little angry with me, but I didn't tell him that mishti told me to postpone it.. For the first time she asked me for my time on my birthday, I couldn't deny her..

She wished me at midnight, my whole family wished me.. We had a little cake cutting session and then we both slept. In the morning I went to the temple with my mumma, I asked mishti to accompany me. But she denied, she was not feeling well and was looking frustrated.. I became more worried thinking about her health, but she diverted the topic again.. I decided to take her to the doctor once we both would celebrate my birthday. I wasn't able to enjoy anything because I was worried the whole day..

I told her that I will drive to our destination, but she denied saying it was a surprise for me.. I knew she would do something special for me, but when I saw the destination I asked her. Because we have decided to come here when she will be pregnant. And the next thing she uttered blew my mind.. I stayed rooted to my ground..

"We are pregnant Abir, we are going to be parents soon! "

My grip loosened around her fingers, I was not expecting her pregnancy to happen so soon.. She was happy, her eyes were shining as she was expecting me to react. But I was beyond shocked, I was the happiest, but I became startled at first. My eyes moved to her belly and then at her.. We were thinking and talking about planning a baby, but we had not decided anything..

The first thing that came to my mind was her, now I will share her with our baby. I was happy, but maybe I felt like there would be some distance between us or maybe she would not give us more attention or there were some nonsense emotions which I felt first.. I pulled her to my embrace, burying my face in the crook of her neck I hugged her.. Just the thought of having a baby made my eyes teary.. I let the tears fall down my eyes & wrapped my arms tightly around her..

"I know you must be thinking that a new person will come to our lives and things will be changed between us, our equations will be changed! " She whispered, I pushed my face deeper into her skin and pressed her body more into mine, like I was not ready to leave her.. She knows me so well.. She chuckled and placed a soft kiss on my neck..

"We have so much love , Abir.. It would be unfair if we won't share it with our baby.. Our baby is the fruit of our love, struggle, tears and laughter.. Our baby will keep us close and connected, take a break and calm down.. I know there will be certain changes, but Mishti Rajvansh will never stop loving you or stop prioritizing you! " She explained.. I realized she's pregnant, so I loosened my grip around her, but didn't let her go..