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It Only Gets Worse From Here On Out

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Changed the font on my Wattpad now I feel like I'm reading/writing on tumblr hehehe🤭and also, sorry for the late upload!. I was supposed to a few hours ago but the sidemen Sunday came out and I got distracted.

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Enjoy, My Munson Babies <3

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EDDIE MUNSON
I wish I had been shown a glimpse of my FUTURE. A glimpse could have saved me and my family from so much heart ache and suffering, mostly caused by the palms of my own hands. I would have known that Kim was ALIVE. The abuse I suffered from Chrissy wouldn't have weighed on my shoulders every day I breathed - but my children..I wouldn't have had James and Jen, and that alone could make me relive this life a thousand times. Pain is temporary, but the trauma from it is permanent.

I didn't think it could get worse than it already had; Steve knew about Kim, which inevitably lead to the others beginning to raise suspicions. Chrissy was back on the scene, having found out about my new 'girlfriend' and for her own sanity, she thought it to be good if she came by for visitations - I darent let her. She hadn't bothered to show up for months, and now, out of jealousy I assumed, she wanted back in with her children?. Not a chance. And then, I had Gareth and jeff on my back, begging me to allow them one last tour before I moved on, but it was already too late for that; I'd moved on a long time ago.

Don't get me wrong, I loved my fans. I loved corroded coffin, more than a lot of things, but just not my family and right now, they were the most important aspect of my life. I had to take care of them before myself.

In the midst of all the drama and chaos, I noticed Kim was being a little..off. She left the house more frequently, said she had 'friends' that were asking to see her. I even noticed that her money was rapidly decreasing, yet she had not much to show for it. It peaked my interest, but I hadn't brought it up as of yet. I needed to find out on my own, without accusations and assumptions.

The first day; the twins were at school when I followed her into the town of St.Louis, and for the first hour or two she hadn't done much but window shop. However, one building had caught her eye; 'LAUNDERETTE & CO'. It only took me by surpise, because she hadn't any laundry with her..so why was she going in there?.

It took all of an hour for her to come back out; her eyes were filled with fear and panic, sweat beading her forehead, her hair sticking to her pale skin. Something was off, and from that moment on, I was determined to find what it was she was doing behind my back.

Over the next few days, I continued to observe Kim closely, keeping a watchful eye on her every move. Her frequent disappearances and mysterious outings only fueled my curiosity further, and I knew I had to find out what she was up to.

But every time I tried to subtly bring it up, she would brush it off with some random excuse. I couldn't shake the feeling that something wasn't quite right, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of unease whenever she vanished for hours at a time.

Each time she left the house, she would visit the same laundrette and follow the same routine - disappearing inside for a couple of hours before reappearing looking terrified and panicked.

I couldn't help but worry for her well-being, wondering what on earth she could be hiding from me. But I had to keep calm and focus on the possibilities that she was doing something stupid, something she couldn't come back from.