Then there was you

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Wow Zac and I really made this beautiful little girl! I was beyond in love with this little human she was sheer perfection. She was definitely worth the emotional rollercoaster I was forever on during this rollercoaster, she was worth the morning sickness, the moods, the crazy ass sex I loved having, this girl was worth everything and more. I watch how Zac selfishly held his Princess close to his chest so that no one could get close to her. I literally have to beg the man to share her with me. The only time he gives her to me without whining is when I need to feed her.

Even though the contractions were a bitch the birthing experience was one of the most beautiful things I've ever experienced. Our family and I mean everyone occupied the floor at the hotel that my dad had reserved for me. Jackson called in a few favors and had a Starbucks pop up on our floor so that our family could stay caffeinated and have something light to eat. Zavier was taking full advantage of the cake pops and his sugar intake cause I wasn't paying close attention to him and the family let's the little nigga get away with everything.

When I was 10 cm dilated those who wanted to be a part of our birthing experience joined us and it was mostly just the woman. Jackson laughed at how mortified the young girls looked. And on my final push I slightly bent over and pulled my baby out of myself.

Zoey: Bad ass!!!

Zuri: what the fuck did I just watch.

Sasha: and they say I'm crazy.

Whatever they were saying didn't matter because there she was my beautiful daughter who I've been baking for the past 9 months. My heart was bursting with love and joy. Tears were streaming down my face and I didn't even know they were there until Zac kissed them away and then kissed my lips. "You are amazing and I'm so thankful for you. I love you Fatima Taylor".

A hour later Zac allowed everyone to hold princess for about 10 seconds before taking her from them. I could already see that she's going to be a major daddy's girl ZoZo might have competition. Everyone was obsessed with this little piece of perfection that was just brought into the world.

Sasha: What's her name?

Zac: Ziva Monay Taylor

Everyone: That's Beautiful.

Fatima: Yeah her middle name was inspired by you mom. Monay after Mona.

Mona: awwww guys, she's named after her Gigi.

Fatima: Mom we're honored to name our daughter after you. I am because of you. Your love shaped me into who I am. You taught me how to be a mother to my kids, sister to my siblings and wife to my husband. I see you with Zuri and Zo and I get so excited to watch how you love on Ziva.

Zac: Yeah we love you

Mona: thank you and I love you guys too.

Henry: Look we've been here for hours and I think we should give Fatima and Zac some space to bond with their new bundle of Joy.

Everyone said their goodbyes and the three of us were finally alone. I watched my husband be in daddy mode. Seeing this side of Zac is definitely the reason why I wane give this man a shit load of kids.

Zac: What you smiling at?

Fatima: You. You look sexy as fuck taking care of our princess baby.

Zac: Baby you better stop cause I can already tell the next 6 weeks is gonna be hard as fuck.

Fatima: I know and honestly I miss feeling you already.

Zac: Same

Zac laid Ziva down, got into bed with me and just held me. My life right now was perfection, I can't believe this is my life right now I'm so blessed. I laid in my husband's arms and fell into a much needed sleep while he was on daddy duty.