Trust the process... When finding solace in a stranger turns into a true love story filled with ups and downs but the love for one another and family always keeps them grounded. This book explores the love story of Zatima yet it also explores the lo...
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I woke up before my wife to check if the little ones were okay before I crawled under the blankets and started devouring my wife. "mmmmmmm fuck babe" She moaned as she was waking up from the sensation of being on the verge of a massive orgasm. Waking up Fatima like this was probably my worst mistake cause my wife was on demon time. She fucked me to sleep and when I woke up it was almost noon and her ass was skipping around the house like she's the most happiest girl in the world.
Fatima: Well hello there handsome.
Zac: Well Hello? Babe you made me miss the gift exchange.
Fatima: I'm sorry baby I truly am but you were sleeping real good and I know you were exhausted cause you've been on night duty with Ziva plus Roxy did a number on you.
Zac: She sure did, that was some good shit you did earlier. How about you put Ziva down and show me that shit again.
Zuri: Urrrrrg you always tryna be on top of my mom bro.
Zac: narh She's tryna be in top of me.
Fatima: Always.
Zuri: I think I just puked in my own mouth. Disgusting
Fatima: I'll show you later how about we spend some time with the family and after dinner while put princess is asleep I'll put it on you again.
He nodded his head, took my hand and lead me to our family who was having crazy fun in my parent's lounge area. I don't know what it is about my family but they sure do love their little dance parties and my boy Zavier was in the middle of everyone doing his thing. The boy has been picking up his dad's dance moves cause I'm seeing hella Michael Jackson in his routine. Jay was standing one side swaying slowly to the music while he held Ziva, Sasha was watching her man with her niece and I was ready to shout "Girl give that man a baby already" but I know it's currently a sensitive subject between the two and unless she gives me the go ahead to speak about it openly I will keep the conversation we had to myself.
Zac pulled me into his chest and we started moving to the music. Sade's by your side were playing and Zac and I were once again in our own little bubble moving as one to the rhythm of the music. I got completely lost in Zac's eyes as he got lost in mine. I felt nothing but his love pouring into the deepest depths of my soul. I sang to my man and meant each and every word.
When you're on the outside, baby, and you can't get in I will show you, you're so much better than you know When you're lost, and you're alone, and you can't get back again I will find you, darling, and I will bring you home
And if you want to cry, I am here to dry your eyes, ooh And in no time, you'll be fine
You think I'd leave your side, baby You know me better than that You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees I wouldn't do that
I'll tell you, you're right when you want Ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ooh-ooh And if only you could see into me
Oh, when you're cold, I'll be there Hold you tight to me Oh, when you're low I'll be there by your side, baby
Moments like this reminds me to always make time for moments like this with my man. Even though we have kids and shit I still want some more, moments like this reminds me to never lose sight of one another and how our family started. It's mommy and daddy before the kids and that's how it will stay.
Zac is teaching me that I'm more than just a mom and wife, I was Fatima before all this even before Ian so he constantly encourages me to take time out for myself. While I haven't left the house or been without Ziva since she's been born, I've taken moments to myself whether it's sitting on the balcony journaling or whether it's taking a nice long bath those moments remind me that I'm still her and it's okay to still be me even when I always feel the need to make sure everyone is okay.
Al Green's let's stay together started playing at this point our kids started dancing with their dad and I. I swear I wouldn't change me beautiful family for anything in the world. The Taylors were taking over the dance floor and my mom being the proud momma and grandmother she is was busy taking a shit load of videos while my dad was just watching us with a big ass smile on his face. Since Sasha is a honorary Taylor I extended my hand out to her so she could join us.
My life is a major love story not just with Zac but with my kids and my sister. I fell inlove with my best friend when I didn't expect to fall inlove with anyone. Then there's the love story between my kids and I. I might not have given birth to them but they are mine in every way. My love for them runs deep and I can't even remember what my life was like before having them in it. My love story with my sister has been one of my favorites, she's always been there even while growing up but when I got with Ian I started hanging out with her less and then we wounded up not speaking as much as we did. After the shipwreck and me divorcing Ian, Sasha and I were partners in crime for a few minutes, we went on vacations, she took me clubbing. My little sister reintroduced me to the social scene before I moved to Atlanta and officially got with Zac. I know a few months ago she voiced me icing her out and honestly I'm not icing her out well not intentionally, my sister will always be my girl and that will never change. And my life will never get too busy for her, our relationship might shift but she's one of my best friends.
I had to take a break from dancing with the family to feed princess, Zac being a very hands on father decided to get comfortable with me as I was feeding our girl. Zachary Taylor is really just every girl's dream he's amazing, he's handsome, he's attentive, he's great in bed, he's a supportive partner, an amazing father and the best guy I know. A few minutes after we got comfortable Zavier crawled into his father's lap and laid on his chest. See I told you he's a daddy's boy too for sure, I love watching Zac and his other mini me Zoey being the OG mini me.
Christmas dinner was amazing my mom's chef did his damn thing in the kitchen, I was fucking up the food. Conversations were following and everyone was in good spirits, Jay and Sasha looked like they were doing better than they did when they got here. Zoey was embracing her new found single life with Zuri and the two made plans to take a sister trip soon. Junior kept to himself like he usually do but my baby boy was happy. My parents gifted Zac and I our very own 5 bedroom home 5 minutes away from them for Christmas, they literally said they tired of Zac fucking in their house and would be prefer us doing it in our own home.
The rest of the holidays was super chilled we were all spending quality time together just the way my parents like it. My mom took the girls on a shopping trip which sucked cause I couldn't join and my dad planned some activities for the men. As much as I tried persuading Zac to join them the man refused because he would rather spend time at home with his wife and daughter while everyone is out. While Ziva was asleep Zac and I made sure to use our time to make some more memories in my parents home before they decide to kick us out and tell us to stay at the house they got for us which my mom already had furnished and everything.
