Then there was you

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Zac: Fatima

Fatima: No Zac

I had my back towards him and continued wiping down the counters while my tears were flowing. Choosing myself over him hurts my heart but I know I will thank myself in the long run for making this decision.

Zac: Fatima I love you and I don't wane lose you baby.

Fatima: I can't give you what you want. I mean I can but I won't because that would mean that I put my own well being on the back burner once again for everyone else. Zac how do you expect me to stay if you don't hear me? You don't try to see where I'm coming from? It shouldn't take me walking out of this marriage for you to see where I'm coming from. It shouldn't take me leaving for a few days for you to see that mentally I'm not in a place for anymore arguments and fights. What happened to us? How did we get to this place right here?

Zac: I'm sorry for taking you for granted. I'm sorry for not trying to see things from your perspective and I'm sorry for making you feel alone and isolated.

Fatima: Thanks but that doesn't change anything. Look Zac you are the love of my life and it will always be you but I deserve to be happy so if that means I need to give up on us then I will do that. Get some proper rest the kids are staying at Zuri's she'll drop them here tomorrow. Our daughter found a perfect home for me I loved the virtual tour so I'm gonna check it out in person tomorrow and I probably buy it.. I should have my things out by the end of the weekend.

Zac: is it a pre-owned home or is it one of the new homes we developed.

Fatima: it's one of the new homes like 7 minutes from here.

Zac: Oh I know which one you talking about. You don't have to buy it Ti, it's yours you can have it. I'll have the paperwork drawn up, tell Zuri to give you the key. If I can help you with anything I'm always available for you.

Fatima: Thanks Zac. Look I'm gonna go okay remember no drinking.

Zac: Stay, it feels good just being able to speak to you again without us arguing.

Fatima: I don't think I should.

Zac: Please Ti

Fatima: Fine

He stood up and hugged me I melted into his arms because I haven't felt them in months. I truly missed this right here. After cleaning up I went into the room I've been sleeping in lately and showered before going to the he theatre room to watch movies with Zac. Looks like we're watching Love Jones tonight which happens to be my favorite movie. Being this close to Zac without the kids felt like heaven. "you know I love you right" Zac whispered in my ears as he gently licked it making my panties soaked.

Before I knew it Zac was dick deep into me and was fucking me so hard claiming me as his and making my scream and moan his name loudly. This doesn't change anything though I'm still taking a break from us and this marriage. Zac made love to me that entire evening making up for lost time and honey I was taking that dick like the over achiever that I am. The next morning I was awoken by my twin, I swear this girl has my entire face.

Ziva: Mommy daddy isn't fight anymore?

Fatima: Hey sweetheart no no more fighting. Go to Zuri while mommy and daddy get up okay.

Ziva: Okay, I'll go to Zuri.

Shit! I'm not regretting this little relapse cause I honestly needed the tune up but this shit won't be happening again I don't need Zac getting the wrong impression. "Zac the kids are here we need to get decent" I said trying to get up from his embrace but her held on to me tightly and start to fondling with my nipples and kissed my neck knowing that's my weak spot. And then I felt his morning wood, "one for the road?" He asked before entering my already wet spot and pumping into me nice and steady making me crumble. We went at it for a while and then again in the shower before emerging from our space to the kitchen where ZuZu was feeding our monsters.