Then there was you

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It's been two months since I've moved into my own space and everything has been perfect. I'm really enjoying having these moments to myself. On my childless weeks I usually just go on spa days, have dinner dates with my daughters and their friends shit I even go clubbing with Zuri and her girls which is crazy fun cause I haven't been in the night life in forever. Of course the press had a field day with me being outside living my best life without Zac. There was a shit load of speculation about my marriage floating around, instead of it causing a rift between Zac an I it brought us closer together. Zac knew I wasn't outside being a hoe, I was just having fun with my girls. I was out living my best life and I was genuinely happy.

Zac and I were doing amazing, we spoke all day everyday day whether it was on facetime or via text. Zac made sure we had our weekly date nights besides our family time. He has flowers delivered to my on a weekly basis and makes sure I always have lunch. Zac has shown me that he heard what I said. Our sex life has been amazing better than it has been since the day I allowed this man to have his way with me.  Life as we know it was good.

I officially returned back to work full-time and it's been great. I get to do what I love and go back home to the people I love. Ziva was not to happy about her having to go back to daycare and I honestly let felt like Zac needed to handle that which he did surprisingly. Ziva was shocked as fuck cause how is her dad being the one to tell her she has to go back and he wasn't giving in to any of her tantrums. Zac also made a point to punish them when they acted out especially when Ziva would shout at me for not giving her way. My husband was really just putting his foot down and made sure we were a united front as parents.

Even though Zac and I aren't living together we usually spend 5 nights out of the week together. I get the best sleep when he's next to me and I get even better sleep when he puts me to sleep. He is giving me time to decide on my own when I wane move back home. Mentally I feel like I'm in a much better head space in this space I'm in right now.

Washington DC

Zavier was excited to see his PawPaw because Zac and I decided to skip family gatherings for the past 2 months all together. We just wanted to be focused on us without the interference of any family members. We have been communicating with our family members via text and Facetime though but it's not the same especially with the two littles who miss their family in DC

"Baby you need to calm down you're gonna hurt yourself" I said to Zavier who was in a hurry to get of the private jet. "Nooooo mommy I'm ready to see PawPaw and GiGi" he said not looking back at me once. Luckily he was in Zac's arm reach, Zac could hold him so he could get off the plane with us. Zavier gave Zac a "bro don't get fucked up" look which was a look I've seen on Zac's face many times. It still amazes me how much like Zac he looks and acts.

"Welcome to DC baby Zac, breathe we got this" He whispered in my ear as we got off the plane. I was surprised to see my parents there waiting on us along with another care in case Zac and I didn't wanted privacy. I've been keeping my distance from everyone besides Sasha when Zac and I initially started having problems and even though I hang out with my daughters they never knew what the extend of Zac and my problems were even though they knew we weren't getting along too well. I iced out my parents almost completely I didn't wane hear their speeches or their opinions.

During those 5 months Zac and I were attending family gatherings but I would be stuck to Sasha's side that way my mom would never have a moment alone to ask me questions and since Zac and I have our own place in DC thanks to my parents they never knew we weren't sharing a room. My mom suspected it though. My mom respected me and gave me the space I wanted to keep my marital problems to myself.

Ziva and Zavier immediately ran into my parents arms and they had their little moment while Zac and I just stood there hand in hand enjoying the love between my parents and our kids. My parents eventually acknowledged our presence and greeted us. The kids drove with my parents while Zac and I drove in the car behind them so we could have our little make out session.