HAUNTED BY THE GHOST OF YOU [NI-KI] | [니키] | [2]

4- The future is ahead of us

NARA'S POV:

I didn't get to know Riki much during those two days but i could feel he was a great person. He always smiled at me and comforted me when i cried because of not being able to remember a thing.

I could finally go home and i was happier than ever. When the doctor came into the room he disconnected me from all the monitors and devices and i could grab the bouquet Riki gave to me and go.

I was about to go into place that was my home. But it was strange since i couldn't remember the time when i was there.

The memories i built with Riki in the house were gone for me with a snap of finger. When Riki remembered everything it was strange.

On our way to his house he was talking about all the fun things we made into a great memories and it seemed like such a great time. No depressing stuff between us at all.

But there was one question i was curious about. Was he telling me everything or only the nice things? I didn't had a single clue.

I was more scared of the fact that fate repeats itself.

We finally parked outside of the house. I hopped outside and stared at the mansion in awe look. It was huge.

"MY GOD" I shouted in excited voice while Riki smiled at my happy expression.

"We have two dogs that will greet you." His smile grew wider.

But there was only one thing i could see in his eyes. It was fear. Fear of us being separated for good.

"Did you thought about leaving me after the accident?" I asked him as soon as i saw his eyes.

"I would lie if i said no. I thought about it for hours since it would be maybe better but i couldn't do it"

When he said he couldn't do it, i folded righ away. It all clicked in right away, he was scared of himself breaking down if he left.

I was two years closer to my studies and i used to study psychology so i could remember it all.

"Alright enough i wanna laugh" i said and ran to the front door with Riki following my sight.

Before Riki unlocked the door he stopped for a bit.

"I love you" he whispered in low tone.

It wouldn't be fair if i said it back to him not meaning it. I didn't fell for him. Just not yet.

Maybe i won't again and it scared me. What if i will break his heart?