Marriage #2: My Bodyguard [Ongoing]

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“Ano na pala ang balita doon sa tatlo?" I was referring to those who raped me.

It's been one month, pero wala pa rin akong nakukuhang balita dahil hindi naman siya nagsasabi. I have also been here at his house for a month.

Tahimik silang kumikilos.

“Don't think about them, baby," Saij said and hugged me. “Ayaw kong iniisip mo pa rin sila. Ako na ang bahala at huwag mo na silang isipin."

Humarap ako sa kaniya. “I'm just asking, Saij. I'm excited that they will go to jail that's why I'm asking."

“Hmmm!" he softly pressed his lips to mine. Ganiyan siya, hinahalikan muna ako palagi bago magsalita. “Pinaghahanap pa rin sila hanggang ngayon."

“Hindi pa rin pala sila nakikita..." bumuntong hininga ako at nakaramdam ng lungkot.

I really want them to go to jail because I feel like I can only feel the ultimate happiness when they are already suffering inside the jail.

Pakiramdam ko kasi ay hindi pa rin ako nakakalaya sa pangungot ng nakaraan. Ang mg taong gumawa ng masama sa akin ay nasa labas, sobrang malaya. While I was suffering because of what they did to me.

Binuhat ako ni Saij at pinaupo sa ibabaw ng lamesa. “Don't worry I'll do everything, baby. I'll make sure they can't get out of jail once I get them in there."

Napangiti ako at niyakap siya. “Thank you so much, Saij." Even if I feel sad, I still feel good at the same time because I know someone is taking action for me.

Ang saya ko dahil alam kong may pag-asa pa na makulong sila kahit lumilipas ang mga araw. I believe I will get justice, not now but soon.

I am so grateful to Saij.

“You’re welcome, baby," he whispered while kissing my neck. One of his hands was already inside my shirt and massaging my boob.

I smiled again and wrapped my arms around his neck. Mas naging masaya ako dahil sa ginagawa niya. He's not disgusted with my body... he likes kissing me and he likes my boobs. He likes my body... kahit alam niyang hindi siya ang nakauna dito ay gusto niya pa rin.

He is not disgusted to kiss and touch me, he even ate me. Gustong-gusto niya at masaya ako at dahil tanggap niya ako. The feeling when someone accepts you without minding your dark past and without judging you hits differently.

I didn't stop him from taking off my shirt. Kitang-kita ko ang apoy at init sa mga mata niya nang dahan-dahan niya akong itulak pahiga sa lamesa. He took my hands and placed them above my head as he laid me down on the table.

Hawak niya ang mga kamay ko nang isubo niya ang korona ng dibdib ko. I closed my eyes when I felt him incircling his hot tongue on my nipple.

Pinagpalit-palitan niya ang dalawa kong korona. Habang tumatagal ay nararamdaman kong nagiging mapusok siya dahil kinakagat niya na ang mga ito at pinanggigigilan.

“Saij, don't bite my nipples." I felt a bit of pain.

He stopped and looked at me softly. “I want my baby," he whispered and gently bit my lower lip. “I want to own my baby."

I gasped. “Huh?"

“Own... I want to own you."

I pursed my lips and stared at him. I can see in his eyes that he is not joking. I can still see the fire burning in his eyes as he looked at me with desire.

“Own?" kumunot ang noo ko. “You want to fuck me?" I asked uncertainly. I'm not sure, but I know that's what that word means.

He nodded. “Can I?"