AMNESIA BABE ( MIEFER FANFIC )

WHAT IF ?

Kiefer's

"Miks lets end this"

"Why? Ano ba nangyari? Wala kang time? Sea games? Last UAAP playing year mo na kasi? Pressured sa school? Babe naman I can adjust. You know that! We've been there before and we manage to survive. Nasubukan na natin ang LDR di ba? Nakaya naman natin? Last season busy ka din naman di ba? Kaya din natin. Yung school naman kaya ko namang magadjust di ba? Babe kaya eh"

"Ayoko na"

"Tangina naman Kiefer ano yun ganun na lang kadali? Akala ko ba ayaw mo ng magkamali? Asan na yung to infinity and beyond? Asan na? Ganyan ka ba talaga?"

"Im too preoccupied Mika. Ang dami kong gustong gawin. Ang dami kong gustong patunayan. Gusto kong patunayan sa mga haters ko na kaya kong pagchampionin ang Ateneo sa sarili ko. Na kaya kong magMVP kahit hindi ako magflop. Na kaya kong manalo ng sea games at patunayan na good leader ako. Madami Mika madami akong dapat patunayan sa kanila."

"So papatunayan mo rin sa mga doubters mo na fans ko na tama sila? Na playboy ka? Na new season new girl? Papatunayan mo rin na tama yung mga nagsasabi na iiwan mo ko pag nakuha mo na yung gusto mo? Papatunayan mo rin na wala talagang nagtatagal sayo? Ganun ba yun?"

"Kahit naman anong gawin ko may masasabi sila"

"Then why are you making this one? Kung yun ngang tama ginagawa mo may masasabi sila how much more pag mali?"

"So mali na magfocus ako sa buhay ko?"

"Mali na iwan mo ko dahil lang gusto mong magfocus? Ano ba ko sa'yo?"

"Hindi ko alam"

"Hindi mo alam? Halos isang taon Kiefer tapos hindi mo alam? Ano yun? So ibig sabihin lahat ng ginawa mo for me for a year hindi mo alam kung para saan. Lahat ng ginawa mo for a show lang? Anong ibig sabihin nun kung hindi mo alam?"

"I just wanted to redeem myself"

"Redeem your what??!"

"Season 76 nainjured ako. We didn't make it to the finals, even in the semis. A lot of people are telling me na hindi naman pala talaga ako magaling. Na dinadala lang ako ng mga seniors ko during my rookie years kaya ko may championship. Na dad is better than me. Na I have a good coach kaya maganda yung mga plays ko but I cant adjust by myself. Mika madami akong gustong patunayan"

"So sakin wala? Hindi mo na gustong patunayan lahat ng promises mo? Yung nga dreams natin together wala na lang yun? Ganun ba yun Kiefer?"

"Hindi mo naiintindihan"

"Ang alin? Na selfish ka? Na famewhore ka? Na ginamit mo lang ako during season 77 para maging credible ka ulit? Na you want attention? Yun ba? Naiintindihan ko naman eh pero you know what sana hindi mo na lang ako pinaniwala na totoo lahat ng pinakita mo. Sana sinabi mo agad na for a show lang lahat para umarte ako ng todo. Na sana lahat ng efforts mo nun pinost ko sa social media para lahat ng babae isipin na dream guy ka, na you're perfect, na you're a guy from above. Sana binigyan mo ko ng script para una pa lang alam ko ng kalokohan lang to. Akala ko kasi yung pagiging flopper mo eh dahil artista ka lang pagdating sa court hindi naman ako informed na pati sa lovelife artista ka rin. Tangina lang Kiefer"

"Hindi ko na kasalanan kung naniwala ka"

"Wow what a guy you are. Ilang tao ang nagwarn sakin about you but I chose to believe because you asked me to. Magmamakaawa pa sana ko eh na stay with me at makukuntento na ko sa mga tira tirang oras mo. Na Id rather have you kahit konti lang than not having you at all but I realized na never kong gagawin yun just to feed yung malaki mo ng ego. I will never beg you to stay and I will never let myself look stupid like the way you did to me. Hinding hindi ko na hahayaan na paikutin mo ulit. You know what? Im thankful na I still kept some of our moments private coz if not baka mas malaki yung damage control na dapat kong gawin. Umalis ka na, umalis ka na rin ng tuluyan sa buhay ko.

Lumipas ang mga araw na pinapaniwala ko ang sarili ko na naging tama ang mga desisyon ko. I messed up a lot pero I still convince myself na walang mali. That leaving her is the best thing to do, to save her from the bullshits of my life.

"Yaaaaaaann"

"Hey para saan yung comment na yun?"

"For you Kiefer Isaac Ravena"

"What the hell Trincaa?"

"Regrets? Do you? Are you? Nagsisisi ka ba na out of all the girls eh sya pa?"

"What do you mean? I dont get it"

"Stop pretending Kiefer. Im so done with all those pretentions before. I know you regret it"

"Na ano nga?"

"Na ginamit mo sya"

"Ha? I dont get you"

"Na ginamit mo sya to stay relevant. Na pinatulan mo mga shippers niyo kasi you wanted to be famous again and I know that you know that having her and making her fall inlove with you is easy. I get it, you are the phenom but never deny the fact na nung dumating si Jeron at nagchampion ang La Salle naoutshine ang phenom, nakalimutan ang Ateneo Basketball Dinasty at higit sa lahat it feels like no Kiefer Ravena exists. Masakit sa ego mo right? Masakit sa taong tulad mo na maraming gustong patunayan na mas magaling sya. Sa'yo na feeling the best among all the collegiate ballers here in the Philippines to see Jeron having all the things that are supposed to be yours "

"So what are you trying to say?"

"You chose her over me, you left me for her simply because you know she can bring you back to the limelight"

"You know nothing Trinca"

"I know Kiefer because I feel that you are doing the same thing to Alyssa"

"Stop saying that"

"Preoccupied? I doubt
Busy? I doubt
Famewhore? I stand corrected
Stop using girls Kiefer to get what you want. Be humble enough to accept the fact that you can't have everything and please stop putting fame in your head."

I remain silent prolly because Im guilty

"Regret all you want but please be man enough and how I wish that your current girl is a woman enough to accept the fact that you will never change. Once a douce always a douche. One more thing Kiefer please dont use your fam to make it looks like a good show. Spare your family from these bullshits and please stop dragging other girls name to look like a handsome/every girls dream guy because if only they knew who the real you, I bet they will never ever dream to have a guy like you."

"Stop it!"

"It hurts to be judged right? But I bet it hurts more to lie to yourself. It hurts more to feel that all those judgments are not judgments at all because they are facts! I wish you happiness Kiefer, genuine happiness"

Author's Note:

One shot only.
Product of my baliw, PMSing imagination ✌🏻️✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻
Story UD later in the afternoon ☺️