I can't take my eyes off to her as she walks down the aisle. The last time I waited for her at the side of the altar I didn't have the chance to have a glimpse of her. But today is different; she walks down the aisle all smiles.
Parang nawala lahat ng tao sa paligid ko at sya lang yung nakikita ko. It may be a different situation but I'm happy to see her this way. Walking down the aisle just by herself while I'm waiting for her. She's the most beautiful, she will always be. I looked at her only to receive a smirk. Ang ganda nga suplada naman.
I waited until she reached the altar, I was about to go near to her and grab her hand pero she went to the other side.
"Huy Paps wag ka naman agaw eksena. Moment ko to, kami ikakasal hindi pa kayo. Best man ka lang so stay put ka lang dyan" bulong sakin ni Pauly. Shit oo nga pala bakit kasi masyado akong naexcite? Best man at maid honor nga lang pala ang roles namin ni Mika dito.
I saw her looking at Cyd while walking down the aisle. Teary eyed sya, normal naman sa mga babae maging emotional pag wedding day ng friends nila, minsan nga kahit hindi friend emotional na. Just like Mika today, naiimagine ko tuloy kung paano pa kaya sa kasal namin?
I took a glimpse of her again pero deadma pa rin. Actually since last night pa sya cold and Im 100% sure na dahil sa tanong ko kung ready na sya sa kasal ang reason. Hindi ko naman sya pinapaasa, it's just that last night is not yet the right time to ask that. Konting hintay na lang Babe.
Mika's POV
I woke up early for today's event. After what happened last night hindi ko pa rin kinakausap si Kiefer kasi bawal sa pamahiin na magkita or magusap ang ikakasal. Char lang, ayoko lang talaga syang kausap. Imagine the excitement I felt nung tinanong nya ko kung ready na ko sa kasal only to find out na hindi naman pala kasal naming dalawa yung tinutukoy nya. Gusto ko magwala that time pero paulit ulit ko ding sinasabi sa sarili ko na ayokong isipin nya na ako yung kating kati pakasalan nya. Ayokong maging feeling pogi sya.
Hindi ko rin sya pinansin pagdating nya ng church. Gusto kong magets nyang nakakainis yung tanong nya pero ayokong isipin nyang umaasa ko. Ang labo pero ganun talaga.
I walk down the aisle as Cyd's maid of honor while Kiefer is the best man. Feeling ko tuloy bride din ako since someone is waiting for me at the altar. Imagine the excitement I'm feeling right now, ganito pala yung feeling na makita yung lalaking mahal mo na inaantay ka sa altar. Kung alam ko lang na ganito kasarap yung feeling hindi na sana ako naging runaway bride last time but enough of those regrets.
Hindi ko alam kung imagination ko lang pero nung malapit na ko sa altar parang Kiefer was about to go near to me pero pinigilan lang ni Pauly. Baliw tong unggoy na to.
The wedding started, lahat naman ata ng wedding emotional. Cyd and Pauly are now exchanging their vows. Lalo lang akong naiyak as I imagine the vow I made for Kiefer a year ago. Hindi ko man nasabi sa kanya noon I'm sure in the future masasabi ko rin yun at yun pa rin yung gusto kong sabihin. Kung kelan hindi ko pa rin alam.
I looked at Kiefer while Pauly and Cyd are exchanging their vows. Since magkatapat lang kami ng upuan and aisle lang yung pagitan naming dalawa hindi naging mahirap for me to see him. I saw him teary eyed too. Mainggit sana para magpropose na hahaha.
He saw me looking at him and mouthed "I love you". Nawala na agad yung topak ko and mouthed "I love you too" tapos he mouthed something again but I can't understand what it is. It's like "too" or "soon". Haay naku there I go again giving myself false hopes.
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