AMNESIA BABE ( MIEFER FANFIC )

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Kiefer's POV

Day 55

I woke up feeling so dizzy. Hangover ang pucha. Ang sakit sa ulo at ang masama wala pa kong matandaan sa mga nangyari kagabi. I know naging aggressive ako with my actions and naging ungentleman kagabi. Hindi pa ko lasing nung nagsimula si Sofia na iflirt ako. Ang hindi ko na matandaan ay kung paano ako nakauwi ng condo ng buhay? What the hell? Bakit kasi uminom ako ng sobra eto tuloy ang napala ko.

Bumangon ako and was surprised to see myself na iba na ang suot. Sino nagbihis sakin? Malamang si Sofia pero asan sya? Hindi man lang ako nakapagpasalamat, mabait naman pala syang babae. Lumabas ako ng room ko para icheck kung asan sya, baka kasi pinagluto pa ko. I looked around and tried to call her pero wala talaga. Umalis ng walang paalam? Iniwan na lang ako bigla? Woooooow lahat na lang ba iiwan ako?

I really can't remember what happened last night. Good thing I installed my CCTV sa living room and the other one sa room ko mismo. Those CCTVs are the one I used to stalked Mika and since I find it sayang if I don't use them I installed them na lang here sa loob ng condo ko for safety purposes na rin.

I checked first the CCTV in my living room, I saw Sofia helping me to get inside so I guess she's really the one who helped me to get home safely. After the living room CCTV, I checked the CCTV in my own room and again I saw Sofia helping me and oooopppps we are doing something already.I find it awkward to watch this thing. Titigilan ko na sana ang panonood dahil I look like a pervert guy here watching my own scandal. I didn't mean to record this one naman pero nakakakonsensya pa rin since Sofia is a girl and for someone who has so much respect for ladies, this is so wrong.

I thought of fast forwarding the vid, I'll just check what time umuwi si Sofia and I don't have any intention na tignan pa kung anuman ang ginawa naming dalawa. I click the fast forward button but stop it since I saw Sofia getting mad at me and kicking my balls. What the hell? Why did she do that? Kung may sounds lang, alam ko sana why pero wala eh. I click the rewind button and watched everything from the start since it looked like wala naman nangyari saming dalawa. I kissed her then when she was about to kiss me I pushed her away.

I zoomed in my CCTV so I can check our facial expressions since that's the only way for me to understand what happened last night. I saw myself looking mad and I guess I'm shouting at her kaya naging furious na rin sya. What confused me a lot is when I saw myself crying. Gusto kong matandaan why I acted that way, but I can't. Sobrang lasing talaga ko last night na hindi ko na natandaan ang kahit anong nangyari at lalo ang mga mga sinabi ko. I guess we had some arguments pa before she leaved me alone and before she kicked my balls. Napahawak tuloy ako to check if they are still there and thank God because they are still intact. Hahaha. But I'm still thinking why umabot sa kicking ng balls kagabi? Am I really that mean to her? For sure me and my big mouth are at fault. Pero bakit din ako umiyak? It made me feel na sobrang bakla moves of the night ang mga ginawa ko.

Nung nakita kong umalis na sya ng condo ko napaisip ako kung sinong nagbihis sakin. Hilong hilo nga ang feeling ko ngayong umaga how much more kagabi? So alam ko sa sarili ko na I'm not capable of changing my clothes. Baka si Pauly? Eh lasing na rin yun. Baka multo? Lels pero since may CCTV naman why not check to know kung sino, paaano at bakit ako nakapagbihis instead na pinapasakit ko pa ang ulo ko. Tanga talaga. So after umalis ni Sofia fast forward na ulit, possible kayang binalikan nya ko? Babalik pa ba sya after kicking my balls? Impossible naman ata so all I can do is to patiently wait sa mga irereveal sakin ng CCTV na to.

So inantay ko lang until I saw a familiar face entering my unit. Sya yun hindi ako pwedeng magkamali. Paano ako magkakamali sa isang tao na memorize ko ang mukha at minahal ko ng buong buhay ko? Pero bakit sya? Paano sya nakapasok? So pinagpatuloy ko ang panonood sa CCTV sa loob ng kwarto ko and I saw her entering my room. It looks like she just checked if Im okay at lalabas na until I saw her stopped while Im saying something. Medyo natakot ako sa kung ano ang sinabi ko pero since lasing na lasing nga ako wala akong matandaan. Nanatili lang syang nakatayo habang nagsasalita ako at umiyak na naman ako. Pucha ano kayang sinabi ko? Now I am more curious, it must be painful for me to cry. Maybe I confessed my true feelings pero hindi nya ko sineryoso dahil alam nyang lasing lang ako. Save by the bell. Parang nagsalita pa sya pero aalis na talaga, until sumuka naman ako. Pucha major turn-off to.Bumalik sya para asikasuhin ako. I saw her wiping me, I saw her na kahit nahihirapan still manage to change my clothes. I saw her held my face and looked at me deeply. Sa nakita ko pa lang nagmelt na yung heart ko, ramdam ko pa rin yung concern nya. Ganun sya kabait na kahit anong gago ko pag kinailangan ko ang tulong nya maaawa pa rin sya.