Laying in bed I was restless knowing the truth about Will's mother. I've heard the story hundreds of times. How he blamed the doctor, how he thought them didn't do enough. Meredith and Derek.
I could never tell him. Like this is go to your grave with you type shit. Yet he was the only person in the world I wanted to talk to.
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Will: good morning princess
Morgan: morning!
Will: Still free at 2?
Morgan: you know it!
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It has been weeks since Will and I first started planning this date. A picnic followed by visiting the apple orchard then complete with a Harry Potter movie marathon.
Though with time I found myself becoming increasingly comfortable around Will, I was quite nervous for today. I feared the second I saw his eyes, a piercing blue iris bleeding with sadness all the word vomit would soon spill out.
"You look so pretty Momo" Mer hugged me. "Thank you" I smiled, "Momma's already at work, right?"
"Yes, she has that butterfly tumor today, that she had been talking about" Mer recalled, a butterfly tumor? Mary Shroyer had a butterfly tumor
"Morgann!" Ellie ran in. "Hii Ellie Belly" I picked her up. "You have that big date with Will today, don't you" Mer smirked.
"Ooooo Morgan has a date?" Zola giggled. "Yes I do ZoZo" I grinned. "Does your mom know you're wearing that?" Aunt Maggie asked pointing to my skirt. No shit she does my mom is Amelia Shepherd not Betty Crocker.
"Yeah, she suggested I wear it" I crossed my arms to cover my stomach. "What's wrong with it?" Auntie mer defended placing a hand on my shoulder.
"I'm just saying my mother never would have let me wear something close to that out" Maggie scoffed. "Well it's not 1972, Morgan is 15 years old, and is completely covered, I see no problems" Mer concluded.
"Alright" Aunt Maggie wandered away. "Well I like it" Zo hugged me. "Thank you Zo" I shrugged. "I'm going to talk with her later" Mer pulled me in for a hug.
"As if I wasn't nervous already" I sighed. "Why are you nervous, honey?" Mer wondered. "Just after knowing everything about his mom, I'm afraid it'll all just erupt out!" I panicked.
"M, look at me sweetheart" Meredith instructed. "Everything is going to be fine, let's take some breaths" she led.
"Are you okay?" she asked. "Mhm" I nodded. "okay then go get him" she nudged gently, smiling as I headed towards the door.
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"Let me get that for you" Will held my door open. "Thank you" I smiled getting into his car. "You look amazing" he complemented as we began to drive. "Thanks" I rubbed my shoulder.
"Is everything okay?" we wondered. "Yeah fine" I shut it down rapidly. "Baby what's wrong?" he pried stopping the car. "My aunt Maggie just made a comment before I left" I answered half truthfully.
"Do you need me to say something?" he offered. "No Mer has it" I smiled. "Meredith Grey, that name really does sound familiar"" he hummed to himself. "hm I don't know" I replied feeling the tension rise.
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Many hours later I found myself on his couch watching a movie. "I really do like this movie" he laughed. "I knew you would" I smiled as we watched the notebook. I also remember the first time I watched this movie.
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"Derek cover her eyes!" Meredith ordered. "What?" he asked confused as he hadn't been paying attention, "oh!" he realized.
Meredith and Derek always made an effort to be there for me, so every Friday my mom worked we had a movie night. But now there's another thing Meredith and Derek have done, and it's eating away at me.
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"Hey Morgan?" Will asked. "Do you ever think this could be us, because I really like you and, uh I love you Morgan."
I froze, not saying anything became the greatest poison. "Uh I- uh um my uh- I gotta go" I rushed out.
"How are you going to get home?" Will sat up. "Uh ah my moms here, Ill uh see you later" I stuttered, out of here.
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MY WAY - Amelia's Daughter
Hayran Kurgu"The record shows, I took the blows But did it my way" The life of Amelia Shepherds daughter, Morgan Seasons 14-18 No plane crash au Oc x OC
