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(Tamara's POV)
The next morning when I woke up I saw Angela cooking in the kitchen "Angela can we see mummy and daddy yet?"I asked her "I'll give them a ring but there probably still sick tam"Angela told me she rang Lucy and put her on speaker
-"hey Ange is tam okay?"lucy asked
-"yea she just wanted to know if you guys were better yet?"angela told Lucy
-"Well Tim's feeling a bit better but I'm still the same if not a little worse than yesterday tams probably going to have to stay with you for the week maybe longer"
-"mummy?"i asked
-"Yes baby?"lucy said
-"can I come see you and dad please"I begged
-"we can talk through the window but I don't want you coming in our room because we're both still sick okay"Lucy told me
-"okay"I said then I hung up and quickly ran to the car
Angela drove to Lucy and Tim's house I knocked on the window and Lucy came to the window we stayed there for a few hours then I had to go with Angela
we got back to Angela's and I went into the guest room and sat on the bed i thought about how I could get better so I could see Lucy and Tim sooner I searched it up and it said that if I wanted to get better I'd have to be admitted to the hospital and treated so I had to find a way to be admitted to the hospital I searched up:
Ways to get admitted to hospital soon so I can get better and see my parents
I searched up and got two results I picked one I knew would get me in the hospital quicker I went into the bathroom and locked the door I grabbed the razor I saw in the cabinet and took out the blade I waited a moment before pressing the sharp tip as deep as I could on my wrist and slicing then I did it to my second wrist and I felt weird it actually felt really good I lowered myself to the floor and I heard Angela knocking on the door then she busted it open she quickly pulled me into her chest whilst trying to stop the bleeding with a towel she rang an ambulance they came in and put bandages on my wrists after cleaning them before put me on the gurney and they used handcuffs to keep my hands bound by my sides they took me to the hospital and I was admitted I fell asleep after nearly an hour of trying to get out the restraints.
(Lucy's POV)
me and Tim was in bed when Angela rang us
-Angela your ringing late is everything okay
-umm it's tam she's in hospital
-what why
-I found her in the bathroom and she'd umm slit her wrists deep so they've admitted her idk how long for but I thought I should let you know
-omg is she okay can you FaceTime me so I can see her
-yea let me just see if umm maybe ring later she's asleep at the moment
-yea I will can you send me a text when she's awake
-yea of course
Lucy hung up and I turned to see Tamara trying to get out the restraints again I told her it was okay and turned around then when I turned back I saw her with her arm out the restraint and she had grabbed the scalpel from the tray next to her and she'd sliced her neck I shouted for a doctor and they rushed her to surgery I rang Lucy
-oh hey Ange is tam awake now?
-umm no she's in surgery
-what why
-I turned away for a second and she managed to free her arm from the restraint and slice her neck
-what omg is she okay
-I don't know the doctors haven't said anything she's only just been taken to surgery
-is there a way I can come see her I just don't want her being alone if she's hurting herself
-how do you feel?
-I mean I feel better I'm not really sick anymore
-do you have coughs and sneezes
-no I don't even have a fever
-you can come then
-alright be there two mins Tim's fully healed now too he's not sick anymore
-okay see you soon I hung up a few minutes later Tim and Lucy came into the room and sat on the chairs we sat talking for a while then a few hours later Tamara was wheeled in she was asleep "surgery went well nothing major got cut but the surgery made her pretty sleepy and out of it she probably won't wake up until tomorrow morning and memory of slicing her neck will most likely be really hazy so it might be a tough subject to ask her about"the doctor said then he left
"Why would she do this to herself what's going on in that mind of hers"Lucy said as she brushed some strands of hair out of Tamara face "her phones in my purse maybe she searched something up"I said as I handed Lucy Tamara's phone "this feels wrong it's her phone I shouldn't"Lucy said Tim took the phone from Lucy "I will" he must of found something because he suddenly went quiet "Luce she searched up how to get admitted to hospital soon so I can better and see my parents and there were two results one hinting towards cutting herself and the other says to take a lot of medicine "I feel so bad we should of called her more maybe she wouldn't of done this and- Lucy trailed off but Tim cut herself off "Luce don't do that don't blame yourself okay"Tim said as he kissed Lucy and hugged her "what if because she €ut yesterday she starts €utting more"Lucy said as she looked at Tamara
"Then we'll get her help okay she's going to be fine we should get doctors to run tests for her cancer tho"
Tim told Lucy they got a doctor to check on her he did a ct scan and said if she has surgery on her head the cancer would go so they said they could do the surgery two hours later they wheeled her in and said they'd done more tests and the cancer was gone
"Thank you so much!"lucy said thankful as she hugged the doctor then she let go "sorry got excited"Lucy said as she sat back down "it's okay I get it a lot" the doctor said before leaving Lucy and Tim shared one pullout sofa bed whilst Angela used the other.
