Special Chapter: Weak in love

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KenzieMy own voice crying out your name

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Kenzie
My own voice crying out your name.




8 June, 2024

I know Jungkook...

I know something is wrong.

I feel it in the way you've been distant, pulling away from me like shadows retreating at dawn. I can't ignore it anymore, and deep down, I believe it all started that night at the casino.

I know I embarrassed you.

Again.

I lost control of my words, my actions, my anger. It was as if everything inside me stormed out without permission.

That night, for the first time, I felt like I didn't belong in your world. I questioned if I could ever be the perfect girl for you.

The truth hit me hard: we are two different people, with different personalities, cultures, and feelings.

You thrive in the social world, shining effortlessly, while I've always hidden in the shadows. Even when I was perfect, Kenzie Zade, I hated being social. But that night, all my fears surfaced, and I couldn't stop them.

Things felt more straightforward before we got married. Back then, I had nothing to lose because I understood that we had no genuine connection; we were merely boss and assistant. However, now that you're my husband, the stakes are higher.

There's a distance between us that burns more than I can bear. This love—my love for you—it's making me weak. I don't know how to explain how vulnerable I feel right now.

I crave your arms around me, but all I have is your scent lingering on your side of the bed. I miss you like crazy.

My soul and heart feel like they're bleeding together, Jungkook.

I hear my own voice crying out your name, aching because even when you're near, you feel miles away.

Sometimes, I think I shouldn't have married you. But your father promised me something I couldn't achieve alone—he vowed to find the person who shattered our happiness.

And I swear, the moment I get justice for my father, I'll leave. I'll give you back your perfect life, so you can be with someone who matches you, someone you truly love.

All I can do now is pray. Pray that maybe, just maybe, you'll love me the way I love you. Maybe you'll fall for me like I fell for you that night.

I hope you do, Jungkook...

If not, then I don't want anyone else.





~Doll🖤

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