letting go (b.beckham)

chapter five

a l l i s on

i arrived at school and the first subject is done.
and its break time. i decided to just look for lia
i need to tell her everything!! i need to tell this
problems to someone before i explode. ugh

i finally found her sitting alone, eating her
sandwich. i quickly ran to her.

"lia!!" i shouted and hugged her.

she hugged me back

"omg, ali i missed you" she said

i told her everything about what happened to vegas.
i told her that i talked to holly and the awkward trip.

"i cant believe it! she's such a bitch" she said

"lia! dont say that, she's our friend" i told her

"oh well, sorry. i dont consider her as a friend anymore since the day she started dating your ex boyfriend. how stupid is that, we all know that we cant date our bestfriend's ex. that's our rule, allie. but she dated brooklyn!" she said, kinda loud.

holly, lia and i are bestfriends... well i guess, before.
we even made rules about friendship but you know...
rules are made to be broken and holly proved that.

"but.... she asked for my permission if she can date him and i said yes"

"but that doesnt mean you mean it. you were broken hearted, you were sad, you were depressed, how come she thinks that you really mean it. that you really agree. she's such a slut. she always wanted to date brooklyn even before you were still together. and i dont care if she asked permission, even though you said yes she still broke our rules and i hate her more than anything in this world" she said.

i laughed.

"chill, lia. lets just forget her" i said

"better." she said, before taking a bite of her sandwich

"and... btw lia, brooklyn's going to at our house for the next few months" i said, scared of her reaction

lia is the best, best friend i've ever had.
she loves me so much, she tells me all
the bad things i should change, she tells
me every thing, if shes mad at me, if she
doesnt like something i said or did. she
honestly tell me how i look. shes such
a great friend and i love her, so much.

"what!!! are you fucking serious?" she said

i laughed.

"yup and..."

i told her every single detail.

"dont worry, allie. he's just going to stay there for months, just ignore him and if he hurts you emotionally or physically, just call me okay?" she said, giving me a little smile.

...

school's over.

i was about to go home but then the teacher
called me and she said she wants to talk to me.

i went to her office.

"i've noticed that you're always late and your grades are getting low and you're not really paying attention to class anymore and you are always distracted" she said.

"im really sorry, its just i have so many thing in my mind right now" i told her

"okay, i understand but i need to talk to your guardian or whoever you are with in your house. i need to tell them & you need to tell them what's happening so we can help you with your problems" she said, looking so concerned.

"but i have no one in my house right now. my brother's in vegas and he needs to stay there for a month and-" i got cut off

"so you're alone? you dont have anyone with in your house?" she asked