letting go (b.beckham)

chapter seven

a l l i s o n

school is done, finally!! lia's not around
at school today so i was alone the whole
day. people are talking shits about me
i can hear them saying mean shits about
me and my relationship with brooklyn.

while eating my lunch alone, i heard
some girls behind me talking about
me and i swear they're rude..

"she is so stupid, she's the one who broke up with brooklyn because she's a whore she broke up with him because she met a hot guy and they did a one night stand. how fucking stupid? she broke up with him for a one night stand? shes such a whore. i feel bad for brooklyn she fell in love with a slut"

how dare her say that! she doesnt know
the whole story so she better shut the fuck
up. if i am not my brother's sister i will hit
her face so hard but unfortunately, i have
a celebrity brother who is working so hard
for his reputation and i am not going to ruin
it. they're so fucking rude. i hate them so much.

i was about to go home but then i remembered
brooklyn told me he's going to pick me up and
i dont really care about it but i want to be nice
cause he gave me some of his time today, i havnt
even said thank you to him so i should be nice
even just for today.

i sat on the bench waiting for him, its 5:40 pm &
school finished at around 5.

while waiting for him one of my
school friend approached me.

"hey allie!" lara said

lara is one of friend here but
we're not that close. i became
friends with her cause we once
shared a class and we became
partners in one of our school
activities but she have some
other friends so she cant hang
out with us but she's really nice.

"hey!" i said

"are you waiting for brooklyn?" she said, with a wide smile.

"n..no i a-" i got cut off

"you guys are so cute, are you back together?" she asked

"no!" i said, slightly loud

she laughed

but right before she respond someone
called her and its her friends.

"omg al, im sorry i gotta go" she said

"bye!" i said

"bye, i'll see you soon" she said then she ran away.

so... i am alone again. i checked the time and its 6:17. ugh brooklyn joseph beckham, where are you!! okay, i just have to keep waiting maybe he went somewhere so he isnt here yet. ugh, i'll wait. i am not going to leave. this is the only way i am going to be able to be with him so i will not waste this chance. okay, i just have to keep calm and wait.

...

after billion years...

i am still here, waiting for him, waiting for someone who isnt even coming. there's no more students here i am the only one left here and its kinda creepy. i dont have his phone number so i cant text or call him. shit, i swear this is all toooooo much.

i decided to just go home cause its almost 9 pm. yup, i waited for him that long. because i seriously thought he's gonna pick me up. fuck, im so stupid.

i took a cab.

...

i am finally home. i opened the door and saw brooklyn lying in the couch laughing his as off while watching this stupid tv show. ugh, wow. so he's just here watching while i am waiting for him in a creepy dark school. how annoying.

he finally noticed im home.

"hey, why are you home so late?" he said, still laughing.

i rolled my eyes

"i dont know. ask yourself" i said, sarcastically

"wait wh-"

i immediately ran to my room, not even letting him finish his sentence.

i locked myself there and started crying.

shit. i dont even know why i am crying. this is stupidity. why cant i move on. this is stupid as fuck. when i saw him there laughing, it broke my heart. i remember all those crazy times we laugh together and i cant stop myself from crying. i swear, i love him so much and i dont know what to do anymore. i just want him back so bad but i know its never gonna happen again, he's happy with my bestfriend and i should be happy for the both of them but why is it so fucking hard. i am so crazy. this is so annoying!! i hate myself so much. i want to move on but i also dont want at the same damn time. i dont want to let go of him but i know i should but i really dont know how. i fucking want him back!! i miss his everything and it breaks me into mini little pieces. fuck this shit.

all of a sudden someone knocked.

"allie, im sorry. i forgot"  he said

i didnt answer.

"i fell a sleep and when i woke up i immediately opened the tv and forgot that i have to pick you up, im really sorry please open the door, lets talk" he added

i breathe heavily.

"no, its fine" i said, trying to control my crying voice

"please open the door" he said

"im gonna take a shower" i said, wiping my tears

"i'll wait for you downstairs. lets talk" he said

"i will sleep after" i told him

"lets talk first please" he said

i think its better to talk.

"okay" i said

an: guys okay, i just want to tell that i am going to explain why they broke up and why brooklyn and holly are together. dont worry guys, everything's going to be explained. just stay updated :) :) tysm for the votes and the reads! ilyall so much! comment what you want to happen next!